making greatness

May 18, 2006 16:38

Why am I waiting for someone to validate my existance (both as an artist and a person---should they be seperate?) I know I have to validate myself--tell myself what Im all about. I just dont know how. Or what I want to be about.

I wonder if Ansel Adams or Da Vinci or -any- of the greats ever had moments where they just looked at themselves and went "what the fuck am I thinking? How could this ever be art? come to think of it, what the hell IS art anyway?"

Ive always wanted to be great at something from birth. I guess that wont work-I guess I have to make myself great.

how?
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