It snowed in Italy wtf?
The summer is failing me like so many things around me. But what's new right? I'm gonna bounce in 8 days leaving for Russia. I won't have internet. You most likely will have no contact with me after June 16th [early morning for me] until Aug. I'm not sure when. When I get back I hope that the internet will be working. You see we're prolly moving to an apartment when we return. I just hope we'll have internet right away. I really want to move just because then we'll be right in the middle of the city rather then a 15 minute drive away. And I hate this house. A LOT. The color is gross. It's a very ugly red color. I seam to be left home alone a lot. It's funny my mom is like always with one of her friends or doing something she's a busy busy lady.[oh that reminded me of the cartoon where the mom was like don't bother mommy she's a busy busy lady and the little girl goes ok bye bye bumble bee lady =) haha it's cute]. Anyways today the kids are having a party at school because tommorow is the last day for them my mommy made a cake. Cakes make me smile =]]]]]]]]]].
Why do boys flaunt their oh so "wonderful" relationships with their girlfriends in front of you if they know you like them? Is it because they're scared? Why? It's hurtful. But whatever I can deal.
Kara made me smile with a comment saying that she admires how I don't care what people think about me. I'd like to clear that up. I do care about what people thing about me but not just anyone I only care about what people I care about are saying. I will take my friends advise. I don't really what some random person that I don't know and that doesn't have a place in my heart has to say. I could careless really. As for the people I dislike I really don't care about them they have their opinions of me and I have mine of them. Oh and they aren't good at all. Pretty much if I hate you I'm going to do it fullout and it will be a burning hatred. It fades away don't worry it fades away untill I just don't think of you anymore.
I'm pretty sure that no one I hate reads this anyways. There is no way for them to get a hold of my LJ I don't think. And if they do read it oh well. There is like a hand full of people I don't like. I could list them but what's it to me? They should know who they are.
So I'm sitting here in my room. It's a mess. Everything is a mess. I need to smoke. But I'll live. I need to clean and I will right after I finnish this. You know how easy it is to dish out 500 words of so on here and how hard it is to write a 1000 word compare contrast essay in history. It's funny to me. I need to figure out my career because I know I pretty much hate school. A lot. I don't do it anymore and I don't want to.
I'm ready to get some ass =O. Haha. Yeah that's my goal this summer. I'm pretty sure I'll be able to do that as long as my cousin isn't on my ass all summer =]]]].
I have to clean soon and then get ready fast fast. I'm going to have to be out out haha. I'm gay what's new?
My only wish is for you to understand
what I feel when I realize that I'm not
worth the truth and she's
worth the lies you told to me
WHY THE FUCK AM I SO DAMN EMO ON LJ FJKAJDKLAJDKLADAJL STOP IT ALISA JEEZE =)
much love kids
Ali
*edit* IF YOU SRSLY READ ALL OF THIS THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU.
Why do boys flaunt their oh so "wonderful" relationships with their girlfriends in front of you if they know you like them? Is it because they're scared? Why? It's hurtful. But whatever I can deal.
Kara made me smile with a comment saying that she admires how I don't care what people think about me. I'd like to clear that up. I do care about what people thing about me but not just anyone I only care about what people I care about are saying. I will take my friends advise. I don't really what some random person that I don't know and that doesn't have a place in my heart has to say. I could careless really. As for the people I dislike I really don't care about them they have their opinions of me and I have mine of them. Oh and they aren't good at all. Pretty much if I hate you I'm going to do it fullout and it will be a burning hatred. It fades away don't worry it fades away untill I just don't think of you anymore.
I'm pretty sure that no one I hate reads this anyways. There is no way for them to get a hold of my LJ I don't think. And if they do read it oh well. There is like a hand full of people I don't like. I could list them but what's it to me? They should know who they are.
So I'm sitting here in my room. It's a mess. Everything is a mess. I need to smoke. But I'll live. I need to clean and I will right after I finnish this. You know how easy it is to dish out 500 words of so on here and how hard it is to write a 1000 word compare contrast essay in history. It's funny to me. I need to figure out my career because I know I pretty much hate school. A lot. I don't do it anymore and I don't want to.
I'm ready to get some ass =O. Haha. Yeah that's my goal this summer. I'm pretty sure I'll be able to do that as long as my cousin isn't on my ass all summer =]]]].
I have to clean soon and then get ready fast fast. I'm going to have to be out out haha. I'm gay what's new?
My only wish is for you to understand
what I feel when I realize that I'm not
worth the truth and she's
worth the lies you told to me
WHY THE FUCK AM I SO DAMN EMO ON LJ FJKAJDKLAJDKLADAJL STOP IT ALISA JEEZE =)
much love kids
Ali
*edit* IF YOU SRSLY READ ALL OF THIS THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU.