i have the greatest boyfriend. i love him. i love him. I LOVE HIM.
my boyfriend came over this morning. we just went and got lunch at subway and now i'm back home about to get in the shower.
i decided to work from 3-5 today as usual instead of 1-5. i'm not up for the whole 4 hour thing right now. just give me a break people. i can't handle it right now.
i decided that i'm going to go talk to donna. once. thats all. i made my apt. for this saturday right before i go babysit for ken jennings. i figure that if donna doesn't help, there's always ken. as much as i don't feel like opening up to ken, i'm pretty sure that either him or blain would be the only ones i would be able to. i just want to get all of this out of my mind. it's so polluted with facts about horrible things that people actually do. and i hate it. i want to have an inosent mind again.
i also decided that i am going to try to stick my job out until graduation. i don't want to have to line up a new one for coop next semester, i have no time. plus it's not like i don't like where i work, i just don't like some of the disadvantages that come with it. i also want to have a lot of fun this summer. i'm sick of being paranoid all the time. so i'll get a laid back summer job doing something that doesnt use many brain cells and work for the 3 months i have left in juneau at that.
does anyone have any ideas for laid-back jobs? i'm interested.
hillary - thanks for the email. i just got it. i'll email you back as soon as my email cooperates with me. sometimes it wont let me send emails. i think it has to do with the virus on my computer. but thank you though. =)
tomorrow should be interesting. i'm sure most of you know that i go to church on a regular basis. (i may not act like it all the time.. but i do). but i stoped going to youth group about 2 years ago. i couldn't stand some of the people there, and it just wasn't for me at the time. and my church youth group still isn't for me. it's not a place that i'm happy. they have a weird dealing with the religion and expressing it and i'm not into all of that. sure i'll listen and i do believe in it and everything.. but it's just not from me. so anyway, i get this email from my old youth leader. she's back. and wants me to go to lunch with her because she heard some things and she wants to clear it up. i asked her what it was reguarding and she said one of my previous boyfriends. greeeat. i'm so curious it's driving me insane. fjsdkak. i'm thinking about asking her what youth group i could go to though. i'm not out to be all godly 24/7 now. i just want to go hang out with some people that i know i can trust right now. good people. i miss good people. I MISS LINZY. i love her. and her and i, we need to hang out.
alright. well it is about 1pm right now and so i might as well get in the shower. that way i'll have plenty of time to relax before i go to hell later.
i decided to work from 3-5 today as usual instead of 1-5. i'm not up for the whole 4 hour thing right now. just give me a break people. i can't handle it right now.
i decided that i'm going to go talk to donna. once. thats all. i made my apt. for this saturday right before i go babysit for ken jennings. i figure that if donna doesn't help, there's always ken. as much as i don't feel like opening up to ken, i'm pretty sure that either him or blain would be the only ones i would be able to. i just want to get all of this out of my mind. it's so polluted with facts about horrible things that people actually do. and i hate it. i want to have an inosent mind again.
i also decided that i am going to try to stick my job out until graduation. i don't want to have to line up a new one for coop next semester, i have no time. plus it's not like i don't like where i work, i just don't like some of the disadvantages that come with it. i also want to have a lot of fun this summer. i'm sick of being paranoid all the time. so i'll get a laid back summer job doing something that doesnt use many brain cells and work for the 3 months i have left in juneau at that.
does anyone have any ideas for laid-back jobs? i'm interested.
hillary - thanks for the email. i just got it. i'll email you back as soon as my email cooperates with me. sometimes it wont let me send emails. i think it has to do with the virus on my computer. but thank you though. =)
tomorrow should be interesting. i'm sure most of you know that i go to church on a regular basis. (i may not act like it all the time.. but i do). but i stoped going to youth group about 2 years ago. i couldn't stand some of the people there, and it just wasn't for me at the time. and my church youth group still isn't for me. it's not a place that i'm happy. they have a weird dealing with the religion and expressing it and i'm not into all of that. sure i'll listen and i do believe in it and everything.. but it's just not from me. so anyway, i get this email from my old youth leader. she's back. and wants me to go to lunch with her because she heard some things and she wants to clear it up. i asked her what it was reguarding and she said one of my previous boyfriends. greeeat. i'm so curious it's driving me insane. fjsdkak. i'm thinking about asking her what youth group i could go to though. i'm not out to be all godly 24/7 now. i just want to go hang out with some people that i know i can trust right now. good people. i miss good people. I MISS LINZY. i love her. and her and i, we need to hang out.
alright. well it is about 1pm right now and so i might as well get in the shower. that way i'll have plenty of time to relax before i go to hell later.