update for once
So I figured tonight I would do an update on my life, instead of song lyrics, or random rant about feelings.
So I'm going to Florida for my brothers wedding. I leave on the 23rd. I can't wait. I need the vacation time to relax. My life has been very hectic and I I know I will have a great time seeing my family and hanging out with Becca. I can't wait for the beaches, the sun, dancing, drinking, laughing, the pool. I just hope to have a really good time, and after the trip is over, I'll go back to my normal life of working hard and stress.
The day we come back home from florida is late sunday the 27th, early Monday morning. Once we arrive we will have time to sleep, and then I think we are able to start moving into the new apartment.
Oh by the way, Denise and I are moving out into a new huge townhouse with her friend melissa. Unfortunately, we are leaving Tim and Steph behind, but hopefully they will have a new roommate once we move out. I'm excited to move because I get my own room, my own space. When I'm stressed out, which I am lately, I like to go in my room, dim the lights, listen to relaxing music with candles lit, and relax. It is one of my rituals I've done since 8th grade. I can't wait just to be able to be alone. Other benefits are no more hard wood floors, my computer will be in my room, and I'll be able to put my stupid posters back up lol.
I'd really like to get a second job and work 7 days a week. My plan is to start doing this once I'm settled in the new apartment. My hopes are to make around 1000 dollars more a month, and that way i'll drop the extra thou on one bill for the next couple of months paying that specific bill off. I think if I do this by the end of 2006 I'll be out of debt, and really overworked lol.
We are thinking about throwing a new years masquerade party. I think it would be alot of fun. I kinda want a nice party as opposed to a wild one. Like champagne and wine and friends, maybe some dancing, but no beer pong or anything supper messy. I would so be the phantom of the opera.
I'm really excited because disney is releasing a new play on broadway, Tarzan, which is one of my favorite disney movies. Unfortunately, It doesn't come out til march, it will probably be pricie, and I don't really have a date.
As for school, I don't think I'm going back until the Fall. My life is way to hectic still, and I don't think I'll be able to get the financial aid. I could get aid if my parents were divorced, but I'm sure they won't be so I might as well wait til I'm 24 (at age 24 they consider you an independent). So even though I have to wait til next year, I plan on making graduating spring 2007. It sucks because I was suppose to graduate 2005, but I'm sure other people have done much worse.
Even though I feel like people are doing better with me in center aspects of their lives, like money or school, at least I feel proud to know that I can make it on my own. I've been supporting myself since I was 16. I've bought every car I've had, my clothes, phone, insurance, school. So though others might have a head start on me school wise, at least I know I can manage my life. Eventually everyone else is going to have to take the next step in their lives.
I really do plan on making my life successful. I want to be able to support a family, and I'd really like to buy a house by 2008, if not sooner.
Though life is rough right now, I plan on making it through. I just need to do some hard work, and hopefully my friends will continue to support me. And if I'm ready to have one, maybe my gf will support me too, with back and feet massages, not money.....oh and back scratches, those are my favorite.
comments!
So I'm going to Florida for my brothers wedding. I leave on the 23rd. I can't wait. I need the vacation time to relax. My life has been very hectic and I I know I will have a great time seeing my family and hanging out with Becca. I can't wait for the beaches, the sun, dancing, drinking, laughing, the pool. I just hope to have a really good time, and after the trip is over, I'll go back to my normal life of working hard and stress.
The day we come back home from florida is late sunday the 27th, early Monday morning. Once we arrive we will have time to sleep, and then I think we are able to start moving into the new apartment.
Oh by the way, Denise and I are moving out into a new huge townhouse with her friend melissa. Unfortunately, we are leaving Tim and Steph behind, but hopefully they will have a new roommate once we move out. I'm excited to move because I get my own room, my own space. When I'm stressed out, which I am lately, I like to go in my room, dim the lights, listen to relaxing music with candles lit, and relax. It is one of my rituals I've done since 8th grade. I can't wait just to be able to be alone. Other benefits are no more hard wood floors, my computer will be in my room, and I'll be able to put my stupid posters back up lol.
I'd really like to get a second job and work 7 days a week. My plan is to start doing this once I'm settled in the new apartment. My hopes are to make around 1000 dollars more a month, and that way i'll drop the extra thou on one bill for the next couple of months paying that specific bill off. I think if I do this by the end of 2006 I'll be out of debt, and really overworked lol.
We are thinking about throwing a new years masquerade party. I think it would be alot of fun. I kinda want a nice party as opposed to a wild one. Like champagne and wine and friends, maybe some dancing, but no beer pong or anything supper messy. I would so be the phantom of the opera.
I'm really excited because disney is releasing a new play on broadway, Tarzan, which is one of my favorite disney movies. Unfortunately, It doesn't come out til march, it will probably be pricie, and I don't really have a date.
As for school, I don't think I'm going back until the Fall. My life is way to hectic still, and I don't think I'll be able to get the financial aid. I could get aid if my parents were divorced, but I'm sure they won't be so I might as well wait til I'm 24 (at age 24 they consider you an independent). So even though I have to wait til next year, I plan on making graduating spring 2007. It sucks because I was suppose to graduate 2005, but I'm sure other people have done much worse.
Even though I feel like people are doing better with me in center aspects of their lives, like money or school, at least I feel proud to know that I can make it on my own. I've been supporting myself since I was 16. I've bought every car I've had, my clothes, phone, insurance, school. So though others might have a head start on me school wise, at least I know I can manage my life. Eventually everyone else is going to have to take the next step in their lives.
I really do plan on making my life successful. I want to be able to support a family, and I'd really like to buy a house by 2008, if not sooner.
Though life is rough right now, I plan on making it through. I just need to do some hard work, and hopefully my friends will continue to support me. And if I'm ready to have one, maybe my gf will support me too, with back and feet massages, not money.....oh and back scratches, those are my favorite.
comments!