ah yes spending saturday morning to do a presentation in class monday
I think that having come home this week end to spend time with my family for thanks giving has been the best expierience ever. I am so happy. there is a glow on my face, im smileing and I stopped complaining. wow. go fig. I traveled all the way to albany new york to pick up a trailor at 5am and we got back at 12 and i didnt complain once. and my father even asked half way are you doing ok are you dissapointed that you had to come with me and i said no. WOW break through. I just wanted to be around him. ahh i love my family. they are so great. they can be a little crazy at times but that is what makes them so great. I missed everyone so much. but most of all i missed my niece aalyiah. she is so cute and she is one now. I love her so much. all i wanted to do was cuddle with her on the couch. and all she wanted to do was play with big bird and go hide and seek. haha oh i wish i had pictures. I have a whole video. she finaly fell asleep in my arms last night and she was so peacefull to look at. I wish i had my camera then. she is such a sound sleeper. im going to edit the video in the animaiton room when i get back and put it on my computer for every one to see. Im so happy nicole found out what to do with aalyiahs hair on thursday cause she was having an afro day. her hair is so curly. I dont know what im going to get her for christmas but i decided that plush toys that make sounds that arnt to expensive work wonders. cause I dont want her to chew up an expensive toy and swallow a button eye or key. that would be bad.
O im so happy here i dont want to go back to school on monday. I have a presentation to give to class and im not looking forwards to it. and i need to finish a drawing and a painting. eek. why do i hurt myself so much and wait to the last minute. ahhhh. i wish that i was more organized. and that i could hook my computer up to the internet cause for some reason it wont work online at home so i have to look on my fathers computer. and i need to transfer all the data with my usb stick. ah what a pain. I cant wait to show lindsey and marissa my niece. not that they care anyway. cause it would be a video and not the real thing. but she makes me so happy. just watching her makes my heart skip a beat. her an both my two twin cousins who are 2 now.
well i guess thats all for now. except for the fact that i had a weird dream last night where i was sent a card in the mail from Lindsey and Josh look for a party for luke's birthday and my parents were invited too. it was so weird. the card was of lindseys map she made of her fantasy world for principles. and it had diffrent peoples names written all over it in weird places. and I took this magnifine glass and i looked closer at it and saw copyright c's all over the damn thing in acrilic paint and the map had been colored in browns reds and blacks and greens. it was so weird. I had recieved it in the mail,I was in a living room i had never seen before. and i was in my own art studio. and my stuff was all over the place taped to walls and on my computer. the part i dont get was why were my parents invited to lindseys brothers party? oh well. and then thats when i woke up.
The thing i probably hated the most about seeing everyone was that they all new about john. cause someone has a big mouth. and they told everyone, not saying who cause i have no idea. but it was probably april. April has a nice boyfriend and she has been dateing him for the past 3 years and he came to the thanksgiving party. anyway one by one each of them asked me about him and i had to tell them he was a jerk and that he decided he didnt want to go the museum and after a while it made me sad. and i just left them all to play with aalyiah cause she cant talk. ha. beat that. but now im ok. even though everyone keeps asking me when are you going to go out with someone. and my aunt kristian thought it was funny the whole situation with john. and now im ove him. realy. or i would have been if everyone didnt have to make me talk about him. arrrrgggg...
But thats all gone now cause i know that im going to be happy alone for the rest of my life. cause im too picky and there isnt anyone out there with the guts to ask me out. and if someone did id probably screw the whole thing up by saying something dumb anyways. Cause thats probably what happened with John.
oh something funny. ok here it is I went out and bought my brother in law a funny joke gift for christmass a rubber ducky massager the one on tv with the devil horns. and he doesnt believe i went out and bought it. I cant wait to see his face on christmas eve. ha ha. were going to have so much fun making fun of each other. michelle too. I love hanging out with my sisters. there great.
ok well im going to go now.
see you all monday
bye
O im so happy here i dont want to go back to school on monday. I have a presentation to give to class and im not looking forwards to it. and i need to finish a drawing and a painting. eek. why do i hurt myself so much and wait to the last minute. ahhhh. i wish that i was more organized. and that i could hook my computer up to the internet cause for some reason it wont work online at home so i have to look on my fathers computer. and i need to transfer all the data with my usb stick. ah what a pain. I cant wait to show lindsey and marissa my niece. not that they care anyway. cause it would be a video and not the real thing. but she makes me so happy. just watching her makes my heart skip a beat. her an both my two twin cousins who are 2 now.
well i guess thats all for now. except for the fact that i had a weird dream last night where i was sent a card in the mail from Lindsey and Josh look for a party for luke's birthday and my parents were invited too. it was so weird. the card was of lindseys map she made of her fantasy world for principles. and it had diffrent peoples names written all over it in weird places. and I took this magnifine glass and i looked closer at it and saw copyright c's all over the damn thing in acrilic paint and the map had been colored in browns reds and blacks and greens. it was so weird. I had recieved it in the mail,I was in a living room i had never seen before. and i was in my own art studio. and my stuff was all over the place taped to walls and on my computer. the part i dont get was why were my parents invited to lindseys brothers party? oh well. and then thats when i woke up.
The thing i probably hated the most about seeing everyone was that they all new about john. cause someone has a big mouth. and they told everyone, not saying who cause i have no idea. but it was probably april. April has a nice boyfriend and she has been dateing him for the past 3 years and he came to the thanksgiving party. anyway one by one each of them asked me about him and i had to tell them he was a jerk and that he decided he didnt want to go the museum and after a while it made me sad. and i just left them all to play with aalyiah cause she cant talk. ha. beat that. but now im ok. even though everyone keeps asking me when are you going to go out with someone. and my aunt kristian thought it was funny the whole situation with john. and now im ove him. realy. or i would have been if everyone didnt have to make me talk about him. arrrrgggg...
But thats all gone now cause i know that im going to be happy alone for the rest of my life. cause im too picky and there isnt anyone out there with the guts to ask me out. and if someone did id probably screw the whole thing up by saying something dumb anyways. Cause thats probably what happened with John.
oh something funny. ok here it is I went out and bought my brother in law a funny joke gift for christmass a rubber ducky massager the one on tv with the devil horns. and he doesnt believe i went out and bought it. I cant wait to see his face on christmas eve. ha ha. were going to have so much fun making fun of each other. michelle too. I love hanging out with my sisters. there great.
ok well im going to go now.
see you all monday
bye