the world's caving in ..

[aliensxexist]

i was going to take a nap, but then i decided that there was just too much on my mind .. and i needed to let it off.

..what better way than livejournal, right? ahah.

so i'd like to start out with stating the obvious: SCHOOL.
i dread school.
i mean .. when i think about it i really have no reason to.
it's my LAST year.
i have good friends.
and i have alright classes.

but then i could look at it another way ..
a MAJORITY of my closest friends go to another school 20 minuets away.
i don't get to see my boyfriend as much.
i'm sad/depressed/miserable to be back in school.
i miss summer.
i WISH I COULD DRIVE.

oh, and the driving.
i think i can legally get my license in like 6 days.
OH MAN. :)
no one will ever understand the way that is going to make me feel.

i want my LAST year of highschool to be AMAZING.
but it's hard when you're in my situation.
i think it will all get SO much better once i get my license.
i won't feel so trapped.

i feel so trapped once school starts.
but it should be okay soon.

ANNNNND today is already HUMP day! :)
so tomorrow's thursday. and then, FRIDAY.
and i get to see everrrryone again. :D
this makes me one happy girl.

but i'm off.
peace AND love.