july seventeenth 2005
Now that the carnival is over I can post the breif details:
Went with/ hung out with:
Lizzy
Olta
Alex
Joe
Antonio
David
Steffi
Rae
Dymond
Was supposed to go with/ hang out with:
Joe(a second time with Jessica)
Danny
Donnie
Tange
Saw briefly:
Tange
Danny
Wayne
Kevin Yan
Donnie
Elizabeth (Sullivan)
Molly
Marg
Liv
Bella
Annie
I won/Someone won for me:
A grey and white dog (won by Antonio)
A purple dog
A green dog
A purple and white dog (I like dogs)
A Nemo
A froggy on acid
I went on the:
Zipper (roughly 8 times)
Pharoes Fury (4 times*once for free cuz I said it was my b-day*)
Ferris wheel (1)
Flying Bobs (1)
Tornado (1)
Twister (1)
Cobra (1)
Earth quake (1)
My favorite thing about the carnival was Antonia won Olta a tiny dolphin and Lizzy a tiny dog and he wins me this gigantic grey and white dog.
Yeah, different subject. I'm basically DYING without Nomeshka. It's so weird. I was doing fine until like.. 2 nights ago. I had a dream that I saw him and I don't really remember it I just remember that it upset me cuz it made me miss him. Then, last night I had a dream that I went to some weird place that I think was that warped tour but it was inside and there weren't any bands but I kept seeing all these people from school and then I was walking and I saw him. He was so happy to see me!! He had this huge smile on his face and he gave me a hug and we spent the entire time talking. He even sat on my lap and treated me like a normal person in front of people. And then.. I woke up. Got I wish I could see him again. The carnival cheered me up for a while. Earlier today I had like an hour ride to my aunts house and I couldn't stop thinking about it. Then when I was walking home fromt he carnival, after parting with Lizzy, I couldn't stop and now I'm almost crying thinking about that dream. It's like a 5 or 10 minute walk down my street depending on how fats you walk. I was awalking pretty slow 'cuz my feet were starting to hurt and I was like.. almost crying. God, I would be fine if I didn't have all these fuckin dreams to think about. I'm the kind of preson who seriously analyzes dreams. These ones are strange becauz, like I said, my dreams aren't usually effected by my emotions. They're just like completly unmeaningful weird things that I just can't figure out. Since these ones are about me seeing him it akes me wonder, why? Why do I see him in dreams when I want to see him in real life? Everytime I like someone I don't have dreams that I'm dating them. When Papa died I didn't have dreams that he was alive. So why does the fact that I'm not gonna see Nomeshka til school starts effect me so fuckin much!! Ugh, headache...
Went with/ hung out with:
Lizzy
Olta
Alex
Joe
Antonio
David
Steffi
Rae
Dymond
Was supposed to go with/ hang out with:
Joe(a second time with Jessica)
Danny
Donnie
Tange
Saw briefly:
Tange
Danny
Wayne
Kevin Yan
Donnie
Elizabeth (Sullivan)
Molly
Marg
Liv
Bella
Annie
I won/Someone won for me:
A grey and white dog (won by Antonio)
A purple dog
A green dog
A purple and white dog (I like dogs)
A Nemo
A froggy on acid
I went on the:
Zipper (roughly 8 times)
Pharoes Fury (4 times*once for free cuz I said it was my b-day*)
Ferris wheel (1)
Flying Bobs (1)
Tornado (1)
Twister (1)
Cobra (1)
Earth quake (1)
My favorite thing about the carnival was Antonia won Olta a tiny dolphin and Lizzy a tiny dog and he wins me this gigantic grey and white dog.
Yeah, different subject. I'm basically DYING without Nomeshka. It's so weird. I was doing fine until like.. 2 nights ago. I had a dream that I saw him and I don't really remember it I just remember that it upset me cuz it made me miss him. Then, last night I had a dream that I went to some weird place that I think was that warped tour but it was inside and there weren't any bands but I kept seeing all these people from school and then I was walking and I saw him. He was so happy to see me!! He had this huge smile on his face and he gave me a hug and we spent the entire time talking. He even sat on my lap and treated me like a normal person in front of people. And then.. I woke up. Got I wish I could see him again. The carnival cheered me up for a while. Earlier today I had like an hour ride to my aunts house and I couldn't stop thinking about it. Then when I was walking home fromt he carnival, after parting with Lizzy, I couldn't stop and now I'm almost crying thinking about that dream. It's like a 5 or 10 minute walk down my street depending on how fats you walk. I was awalking pretty slow 'cuz my feet were starting to hurt and I was like.. almost crying. God, I would be fine if I didn't have all these fuckin dreams to think about. I'm the kind of preson who seriously analyzes dreams. These ones are strange becauz, like I said, my dreams aren't usually effected by my emotions. They're just like completly unmeaningful weird things that I just can't figure out. Since these ones are about me seeing him it akes me wonder, why? Why do I see him in dreams when I want to see him in real life? Everytime I like someone I don't have dreams that I'm dating them. When Papa died I didn't have dreams that he was alive. So why does the fact that I'm not gonna see Nomeshka til school starts effect me so fuckin much!! Ugh, headache...