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why do i feel depressed.. i dont think i should.. i swear i am happy.. theres just this shading or something.. i dunno.. its like i am driving and i just keep hitting all the potholes..
on another side note... snow snow snow.. its been snowing for like a billion days.. i kinda understand why i wanna get out of here. i mean i live in a beautiful place.. i just can't take the winters.. i can't. i miss my boy... like woah.. last weekend was alright i worked cuz it was the pass sale... that was interesting mike and nate still there same selves... fucking around the whole damn time.. lonnie fucked up like 80 times as usual.. but overall i was just exhausted.. cuz friday night i went to see steph so i was there late and last week i had insomnia for more of the nights.... so by sat. (which i went to see kor drove up with dad.. he went to see cece) i was so tired.. we went out to eat and got my mom a bday present. then i fell asleep in his bed.. for like two hours.. i felt soooo bad.. but oh well. damn do i miss that boy
i am worried. as usual.
what if i do fall out of love that would be sad... i know i shouldnt think like that.. but you never know... i can't imagine myself doing it now.. but what if. then again there are so many what ifs....
i love kory. i love him..
on another side note... snow snow snow.. its been snowing for like a billion days.. i kinda understand why i wanna get out of here. i mean i live in a beautiful place.. i just can't take the winters.. i can't. i miss my boy... like woah.. last weekend was alright i worked cuz it was the pass sale... that was interesting mike and nate still there same selves... fucking around the whole damn time.. lonnie fucked up like 80 times as usual.. but overall i was just exhausted.. cuz friday night i went to see steph so i was there late and last week i had insomnia for more of the nights.... so by sat. (which i went to see kor drove up with dad.. he went to see cece) i was so tired.. we went out to eat and got my mom a bday present. then i fell asleep in his bed.. for like two hours.. i felt soooo bad.. but oh well. damn do i miss that boy
i am worried. as usual.
what if i do fall out of love that would be sad... i know i shouldnt think like that.. but you never know... i can't imagine myself doing it now.. but what if. then again there are so many what ifs....
i love kory. i love him..