A journal entry
I'm quite the lonely one these days. Maggie is pretty much out of my picture. We are deffinetly going downhill and now I'm not going to be with her on new year's which makes me more mad than I can express to you in actual words. I really wish Alex would get home so we could skate jarred and I's new hotness. I think I'm sinking into that thing called depression, which is quite lame and pretty much a cliche these days. I am alone so much for some reason and my "circle" of friends feels very, very small. i'm sitting in my new snowpants which I enjoy very much. I want to film with Ian but he is gone on some tri-city trip with his fam fam. It's like im in solitary confinment! wooo just like in the prisons. I have nowhere to go and nothing to do. It's hard to see maggie and I lasting quite much longer, she's grounded for a week now and it's been to long that she's been gone to have a regular relationship. I'm looking for happieness and I'm not getting it where I am. I don't really have much else to say.