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through all of the debate and advice and dwelling (thank you to everyone who listened to me babble) i've decided i really just need to go to maryland
baltimore is going to provide me with more than i can even fathom right now
what is really scary is like the first month everything is new, the people, the places, i wont know anyone or where anything is, i wont know where i can buy cigarettes, ect. i cant help but think of all this little shit
alone in an environment of unlimited potential
it seems like i'm just running, but i honestly believe this is the best thing i can do for myself as far as creating a future and further developing my art
my heart is here and leaving it unattended is an unbearable thought
i love you
ps
i want stories, tell me what it was like for you
baltimore is going to provide me with more than i can even fathom right now
what is really scary is like the first month everything is new, the people, the places, i wont know anyone or where anything is, i wont know where i can buy cigarettes, ect. i cant help but think of all this little shit
alone in an environment of unlimited potential
it seems like i'm just running, but i honestly believe this is the best thing i can do for myself as far as creating a future and further developing my art
my heart is here and leaving it unattended is an unbearable thought
i love you
ps
i want stories, tell me what it was like for you