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Jun 01, 2007 22:07

Im sick of the messages of him being with her. All the "I'll Love him forever" and "Shes my life." Im sick of pictures people put up of them kissing some person of the opposite gender. Ill admit to being guilty of that at least once,and I now same myself for it. But it begins to bug me now more than ever. The irls who hookup with guys in the snap of a finger, the guys who go and hang out with girls then all crowd around each other afterwars all bragging "she was checking me out she waned me bad." Im really sick of it
. Mabye its just because im not in a terribly good mood. Or perhaps its because im beginning to understand now. Im beginning to see the logic in just "hooking up with the girl from the party and never talking to her again." Im beginning to be that person who says "yeah she was checking me out." Be that complete tool in the background who hits on girls and mabye ges a word in edgewise.
I never wanted to end up like this when I was little. I always wanted to be the kid who could get all the girls like on TV. But on TV the guy wo gets the girls easiest was always a jackass or a tool or a idiot. And I may perhaps get some of the girls. I may be able to make a few girls smile, but im beginning to fear that I may be the jackass or the tool or the idiot. Or mabye none at all.
Girls confuse me, and I certianly hope someone else knows what im talking about. I dont even know if anyone still friends with me still reads my livejournal.
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