I like this song
so i just realized today how long my hair's getting. it's about an inch short of how long it was when i donated it.
I was talking to my mom today and she asked me why i didn't go to the party on thursday night after graduation and i told her and she's pissed at jacob (and i think steven too) now, she thinks it hurt me. it just pissed me off, it didn't hurt me.
I'm going to Las Palapas on Monday to apply, my friend told me they're hiring like crazy. and i need a job (i know i have been saying that forever, but it's been true this whole time, now that i graduated i feel like a bum without a job).
Sam(antha) isn't talking to Alyssa or I anymore. I think she needs to get her head out of her ass and take responisiblity of her child. She got kicked out (sort of, her parents are willing to take her back but she says no) and she's not taking Nat-os, yet she's moving in with Michael (the baby's daddy), neither of which have jobs.
Alyssa is annoying the hell out of me the majority of the time. She thinks i'm wrong on everything. we once argued over the color of MY car. it's gold, but it looks silver. and she was telling me i was wrong on MY car's color. don't get my wrong she's cool in moderation. i may not be right all the time, but don't argue with me when i acctually know what i'm talking about. She has also told me on numerous occasions that she doesn't like my mom, my mother has been nothing but nice to her, she has given her money to go out before, never tell me you don't like my mother. but i don't know just little things are annoying me and it was so nice not to talk to her for a while (that sounds so rude, but i'm being honest). I also don't like it on how now that Meghan has passed for about a year now she's acting like her and Meghan were close, when they weren't and she used to admit that, i don't know why that bothers me, is it wrong that it does?
Last weekend i went to my aunt and uncle's suprise wedding shower in Aransas Pass (maybe it was Ingleside, but we stayed in Aransas Pass) and i was helping clean afterwards and they made a little annoucement if you brought CDs to go get them, so i went and got my CDs and the DJ came up and he was like "hey don't touch my CDs" and i was like "i thought these were mine" and he was like "no those" and pointed to the ones that were on top of my case. and i was like "ohhhh" and he said "don't worry i only took like 40 of your CDs" and i was like "oh okay" and then he was like "so are you related? how do you know these people?" and i said "oh i'm the baby cousin" and he laughed and said "how baby?" and i was like "18" and he asked "how old do you think i am" and i was going "ummmmmmmmmmm 24?" (he didn't even look 24 i just didn't want to say too young you know?) and he was like "21" and i was like "oh.... cool" and he said "So baby cousin, what's your name" and i was like "Kathy" and he said "cool, my name's Ryan" and i was like "cool i got to go put my CDs up i'll talk to you later" and he kept playing music while we were cleaning (which i thought was real nice because well i hate when it gets all quiet) and then we had nothing to do and i was making a fool of myself playing ring-around-the-rosey with my niece and nephew. and then i started talking to little matt (a.k.a. brown-eyes, a.k.a. becca's matt, a.k.a. matt j. drillen) and he was trying to think of a band i don't like (long story) and Ryan came up to me and he was like "not this song but the next, would you like to dance with me" and i said "sure" and he put on the next song and came up to me and was like "are you ready" and i told him "okay, but just to let you know i'm a horrible dancer" and yeah i proved myself right (can't say i didn't give him any warning) because we were trying to two step and i kept steping on him. but he was okay with it, and he was singing while we were dancing and he has such a good voice. then we all went to a bar afterwards and he asked me to dance like three more times, asked if he could buy me a coke (which mine was like half-full when he asked that), and asked if i needed anything from some gas station. but the last time we were dancing is a country song called "The Truth about Men" by Blake Shelton (maybe Tracy Byrd sings it, anyways it's a good song). and he was singing this line that goes "...We don't really wanna take you to dinner..." and then he was like "well i really want to take you to dinner sometime" and i smiled and i was like "really" and he was like "yeah" and i was like "wait don't you live down here" and he said "yeah, but i'll go up to San Antonio for you" and i was like aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwww. he's been texting me since then, he's really nice. then thursday my mom was showing my grandma pictures on the way to the graduation (maybe on the way back) and my cousin Stephanie was like "see Kathy that's what happens when you wear your hair down and girly shirts, cute boys ask you to dinner"
so yeah... i really don't feel like typing in here anymore today. i'm sorry it was so random, but hey that's me.
I was talking to my mom today and she asked me why i didn't go to the party on thursday night after graduation and i told her and she's pissed at jacob (and i think steven too) now, she thinks it hurt me. it just pissed me off, it didn't hurt me.
I'm going to Las Palapas on Monday to apply, my friend told me they're hiring like crazy. and i need a job (i know i have been saying that forever, but it's been true this whole time, now that i graduated i feel like a bum without a job).
Sam(antha) isn't talking to Alyssa or I anymore. I think she needs to get her head out of her ass and take responisiblity of her child. She got kicked out (sort of, her parents are willing to take her back but she says no) and she's not taking Nat-os, yet she's moving in with Michael (the baby's daddy), neither of which have jobs.
Alyssa is annoying the hell out of me the majority of the time. She thinks i'm wrong on everything. we once argued over the color of MY car. it's gold, but it looks silver. and she was telling me i was wrong on MY car's color. don't get my wrong she's cool in moderation. i may not be right all the time, but don't argue with me when i acctually know what i'm talking about. She has also told me on numerous occasions that she doesn't like my mom, my mother has been nothing but nice to her, she has given her money to go out before, never tell me you don't like my mother. but i don't know just little things are annoying me and it was so nice not to talk to her for a while (that sounds so rude, but i'm being honest). I also don't like it on how now that Meghan has passed for about a year now she's acting like her and Meghan were close, when they weren't and she used to admit that, i don't know why that bothers me, is it wrong that it does?
Last weekend i went to my aunt and uncle's suprise wedding shower in Aransas Pass (maybe it was Ingleside, but we stayed in Aransas Pass) and i was helping clean afterwards and they made a little annoucement if you brought CDs to go get them, so i went and got my CDs and the DJ came up and he was like "hey don't touch my CDs" and i was like "i thought these were mine" and he was like "no those" and pointed to the ones that were on top of my case. and i was like "ohhhh" and he said "don't worry i only took like 40 of your CDs" and i was like "oh okay" and then he was like "so are you related? how do you know these people?" and i said "oh i'm the baby cousin" and he laughed and said "how baby?" and i was like "18" and he asked "how old do you think i am" and i was going "ummmmmmmmmmm 24?" (he didn't even look 24 i just didn't want to say too young you know?) and he was like "21" and i was like "oh.... cool" and he said "So baby cousin, what's your name" and i was like "Kathy" and he said "cool, my name's Ryan" and i was like "cool i got to go put my CDs up i'll talk to you later" and he kept playing music while we were cleaning (which i thought was real nice because well i hate when it gets all quiet) and then we had nothing to do and i was making a fool of myself playing ring-around-the-rosey with my niece and nephew. and then i started talking to little matt (a.k.a. brown-eyes, a.k.a. becca's matt, a.k.a. matt j. drillen) and he was trying to think of a band i don't like (long story) and Ryan came up to me and he was like "not this song but the next, would you like to dance with me" and i said "sure" and he put on the next song and came up to me and was like "are you ready" and i told him "okay, but just to let you know i'm a horrible dancer" and yeah i proved myself right (can't say i didn't give him any warning) because we were trying to two step and i kept steping on him. but he was okay with it, and he was singing while we were dancing and he has such a good voice. then we all went to a bar afterwards and he asked me to dance like three more times, asked if he could buy me a coke (which mine was like half-full when he asked that), and asked if i needed anything from some gas station. but the last time we were dancing is a country song called "The Truth about Men" by Blake Shelton (maybe Tracy Byrd sings it, anyways it's a good song). and he was singing this line that goes "...We don't really wanna take you to dinner..." and then he was like "well i really want to take you to dinner sometime" and i smiled and i was like "really" and he was like "yeah" and i was like "wait don't you live down here" and he said "yeah, but i'll go up to San Antonio for you" and i was like aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwww. he's been texting me since then, he's really nice. then thursday my mom was showing my grandma pictures on the way to the graduation (maybe on the way back) and my cousin Stephanie was like "see Kathy that's what happens when you wear your hair down and girly shirts, cute boys ask you to dinner"
so yeah... i really don't feel like typing in here anymore today. i'm sorry it was so random, but hey that's me.