Nov 30, 2005 21:23
went over to my friend's (ronaldo) got drunk ate pizza and watched "sky high" which is a fucking amazing movie. crazy ass shit going down, it seems like it's always there. i wanna have sex really bad, i wish i didn't live an hour away from my girlfriend. i tell people that and they're like "ooohhhh, how do you know she's not cheating on you?" i can just tell she's not and if she ever does then i don't really give a fuck, i'll just boot her ass to the ground. but i shouldn't talk ill on my babe, she's an awesome girl because we've both come to the understanding that neither one of us needs the other person, we're both just really good bonuses in each other's lives right now. sex is what i need, and a blow job, and then i need to eat her out. ssshhhh.
alot of shit has changed in the past few months. things now aren't at all like they were 6 months ago and i'm trying to adjust to it still. it's been 3 months.
i've been really horny lately and i've been noticing a lot of girls lately that i haven't noticed before but i would never cheat on my g/f. isn't that how it always goes? when you're single, you take it for granted but then when you get into a relationship with someone, you realize just how many girls you could have had sex with. it's like it was an option before but now that i'm commited to one person i don't HAVE the option. i can only be with her. it's not a bad thing at all but it made me realize how many different girls i could've gotten with. slut? maybe, but variety is the spice of life. people need variety in life, both girls and guys.
alright, my birthday is saturday (i'll be 23) so i'll see you all on friday at club 13 in northridge to wish me a happy birthday (and for my brithday hand jobs from all of you, my g/f will film).