more of Jessica
Jessica is still sick but I've been able to come over to her apartment and try to help her feel better. She says she is not used to people doing that for her. I find that to be shameful because she's such a giving person. Her boyfriend, soon to be ex I hope, told her that they were taking a "pause" until she sees the specialist. That means for 4 or 5 days, this girls boyfriend will be taking time to not give a damn about her. Jessica was in the ER 2 days ago and drove herself there. Since we just met recently, I don't think she's comfortable asking me for stuff like that. I really feel like she's been taken advantage of but it's not my place to say so.
I'm trying SO hard not to pressure her or push her to just get the break up done with. She dated him for nearly 2 years and that is a long time. She said that have reached the top of where they can go as a couple and that he doesn't really inspire her as sexually as he once may have. She also said that even if she had not met me, the way he is acting while she's ill is enough for her to have a "serious discussion" with him.
Hopefully they make a clean and amicable break because I am tired of holding back. We have this mutual thing for each other and I NEED to find out where it goes. I am tortured!
I'm trying SO hard not to pressure her or push her to just get the break up done with. She dated him for nearly 2 years and that is a long time. She said that have reached the top of where they can go as a couple and that he doesn't really inspire her as sexually as he once may have. She also said that even if she had not met me, the way he is acting while she's ill is enough for her to have a "serious discussion" with him.
Hopefully they make a clean and amicable break because I am tired of holding back. We have this mutual thing for each other and I NEED to find out where it goes. I am tortured!