do you believe in life after love?
I just had an awesome weekend. I went up back to Coventry and had a nice time. Had lunch with friends, had a little bit of a lame attempt at a night out but it was still okay. Sunday I had a relaxing day in. And today I saw loads of people at university which was fun. I'm thinking that I will go back to Coventry. Hurrah?
Matt annoyed me. He seems to be avoiding me as much as possible while still being in the same room. But at the end of the day I'm really starting to not care. On Saturday he was there but just wouldn't stand next to me if he could even help it. Yesterday I said to him and Helen that if they were going to the RAG quiz then tell me, but they didn't. And then today he didn't even say hi. After he told me he slept with someone already he got annoyed that I was upset, and then we spoke and I was honest and told him that he was to blame for me being messed up in the last month and I don't think he liked that. But that's that situation. I really don't care right now. I think I'm getting over this pretty quickly by him acting like an idiot. It helps a lot! Haha.
And now I just want a shag from someone mildly attractive. Haha, terrible. I just want to go on the pull! It's so unlike me. But yeah I want to have fun, want to live my life and ignore all this stupid shit! Cause it doesn't matter to me anymore what he thinks, providing he doesn't start getting in the way. Then I'll just hit him. And then yes. That'll work.
This wasn't supposed to be quite an anti-Matt rant but it's ended up that way. I just don't care anymore. About him or the whole stupid break up. And so I'm going to rock the world instead. Hurrah!
And just a note, I am in a really good mood. It's great.
Matt annoyed me. He seems to be avoiding me as much as possible while still being in the same room. But at the end of the day I'm really starting to not care. On Saturday he was there but just wouldn't stand next to me if he could even help it. Yesterday I said to him and Helen that if they were going to the RAG quiz then tell me, but they didn't. And then today he didn't even say hi. After he told me he slept with someone already he got annoyed that I was upset, and then we spoke and I was honest and told him that he was to blame for me being messed up in the last month and I don't think he liked that. But that's that situation. I really don't care right now. I think I'm getting over this pretty quickly by him acting like an idiot. It helps a lot! Haha.
And now I just want a shag from someone mildly attractive. Haha, terrible. I just want to go on the pull! It's so unlike me. But yeah I want to have fun, want to live my life and ignore all this stupid shit! Cause it doesn't matter to me anymore what he thinks, providing he doesn't start getting in the way. Then I'll just hit him. And then yes. That'll work.
This wasn't supposed to be quite an anti-Matt rant but it's ended up that way. I just don't care anymore. About him or the whole stupid break up. And so I'm going to rock the world instead. Hurrah!
And just a note, I am in a really good mood. It's great.