things have changed for me, and that's okay, i feel the same
I've hit that proverbial brick wall in my emotions that happens every now and again prompted by the realisation of yesterday combined with the totally disrupted sleep for no apparent reason other than to make me pretty odd.
I definitely think a good night's sleep will do wonders towards my mood but it hasn't happened since about last Friday. It's so annoying I can't even waste my time properly cause my brain can't concentrate on anything more than 20 minutes in length (perhaps indicating I should probably just watch Scrubs).
I know I will find some sort of piece of mind after sleeping well, though I really need to do something about the permanent worry of lack of actually purpose of my life. At the moment my main purpose is Matt but I can't live purely for a relationship, even if he is amazing.
And so I need an epiphany of some sorts. If only I had a roof toilet.
I definitely think a good night's sleep will do wonders towards my mood but it hasn't happened since about last Friday. It's so annoying I can't even waste my time properly cause my brain can't concentrate on anything more than 20 minutes in length (perhaps indicating I should probably just watch Scrubs).
I know I will find some sort of piece of mind after sleeping well, though I really need to do something about the permanent worry of lack of actually purpose of my life. At the moment my main purpose is Matt but I can't live purely for a relationship, even if he is amazing.
And so I need an epiphany of some sorts. If only I had a roof toilet.