it's gonna take a lot to hold on
I don't know what's worse. The fact I'm going to fail all of my exams or the fact I don't actually care.
The two exams at the start of the term actually went okay, but the problem with them is that those modules are from when I was actually trying. The philosophy exam went okay too. But the exam Saturday went shit.
The one I'm revising for now I thought would be okay but this practice paper is asking stuff I've never learnt and I can't find in the notes at all. Tuesday should be theoretically okay but knowing my luck I'll mess up. Wednesday I went to 2/10 lectures and the notes aren't online for some reason, same for the Thursday exam so they're just fucked. Friday is the DREADED MATHS MODULE OF DOOM which I may actually do better than the rest of my exams!
I'm going to try, I'm not giving in but my efforts feel futile, especially on something I've tried to care about but it's just not working. I know it's my fault, I know it is but... I don't think I'm cut out for University anyway. The academic or the social side.
Where's a hole to open up and swallow you when you need it?
The two exams at the start of the term actually went okay, but the problem with them is that those modules are from when I was actually trying. The philosophy exam went okay too. But the exam Saturday went shit.
The one I'm revising for now I thought would be okay but this practice paper is asking stuff I've never learnt and I can't find in the notes at all. Tuesday should be theoretically okay but knowing my luck I'll mess up. Wednesday I went to 2/10 lectures and the notes aren't online for some reason, same for the Thursday exam so they're just fucked. Friday is the DREADED MATHS MODULE OF DOOM which I may actually do better than the rest of my exams!
I'm going to try, I'm not giving in but my efforts feel futile, especially on something I've tried to care about but it's just not working. I know it's my fault, I know it is but... I don't think I'm cut out for University anyway. The academic or the social side.
Where's a hole to open up and swallow you when you need it?