can you feel the love tonight?
I managed to save the last entry from emo-lj land. I'm not going to delete the obviously edited entry but I'm going to talk about it now which is stupid.
Basically I'm worried about accomadation next year. There's the guys, who are great but I'm not part of the guy 'gang' so it would be odd living with them. Plus the fact there are 5 or 6 of them. Then there's the girls. There's 5 of them. One of them might live with her boyfriend. However one of the remaining 4 has lacrosse friends she wants to live with... Pushing it up to 6. And the fact she wants an all girl house... and she's the bossy one.
So I don't know if you can do the math here but Gary feels like he's going to get royally screwed by this. I'm gonna try and talk to them but I don't know.
The second topic is the same topic that's been following through many of my LJ entries. Guys.
Look I know you're probably bored to death of this... but it's on my mind so much. I want someone so much. And there's still a couple of them. James and Peter that is. Now listen to the evidence, do I have any chance ever?
Basically I'm worried about accomadation next year. There's the guys, who are great but I'm not part of the guy 'gang' so it would be odd living with them. Plus the fact there are 5 or 6 of them. Then there's the girls. There's 5 of them. One of them might live with her boyfriend. However one of the remaining 4 has lacrosse friends she wants to live with... Pushing it up to 6. And the fact she wants an all girl house... and she's the bossy one.
So I don't know if you can do the math here but Gary feels like he's going to get royally screwed by this. I'm gonna try and talk to them but I don't know.
The second topic is the same topic that's been following through many of my LJ entries. Guys.
Look I know you're probably bored to death of this... but it's on my mind so much. I want someone so much. And there's still a couple of them. James and Peter that is. Now listen to the evidence, do I have any chance ever?
- They are both single.
- Both their Facebooks list them as wanting 'a relationship'.
- James is 18. Peter is 22.
- I have little (aka no) experience in any sort of flirting/relationships/anything.
- They probably have
- I don't know James much. Peter and me are friends but I doubt more.
- James lives down the corridor. Peter lives in... not on campus.
- I have many personal hang ups about myself
This list is endless. Everything I add can make it seem impossible... what shall I do? I mean I have plans to try and befriend L block as much as possible, where James lives, and Peter I see all the time... what else can I do without scaring people if they don't like me? ADVICE, PLEASE.
Okay me... shallow paragraph ahoy. So this is what I look like as of last week. I seem to have lost weight still. My jeans are all bigger, and as the photo shows I'm looking reasonably slim. I mean... I don't know. Am I unnattractive? Honest opinions. I just can't judge.
I'm going to buy so many new clothes when I can though. Match my new found tastes, body size and um... need to look as hot as possible.
First person to point out the Alanis-irony (that is irony in respect to the song Ironic, but not the actual definiton of irony) that my last entry was about loving life gets a kick in the groin/chest/stomach/head etc.
I know this isn't quite me this entry but I need answers. Give it to me!
Ps. Heath ledger on a horse = knights tale
