just for tonight, my heart died

[alienashi]

some time ago, i wrote this, lamenting on my ex-phone which i used past its prime

a year later, this afternoon, my phone's battery couldn't be charged, so i bought a new battery for it. phone's fine and dandy and lovely and has amazing wallpapers and i love my phone

but

i came back from work and laptop stopped going online after ~15 minutes

i came back from gym and laptop's tinge of red started shaking

couldn't be restarted properly (has been like that for...more than a year)

still couldn't go online after ~15 minutes

screen went blank after 10 minutes

T__T

my laptop died on me :| it feels like breakup.

worse

because that's my entire world in there and it just. died. my fault, i used it past its prime, used it past its limit, invested too much emotions.

(ok that's a bit too much of dramatising going on but i'm just. distressed :|:| )

things to do:
- log a call to the company's it saying that i need my work laptop to work at home because i screwed up that at&t connection some time ago
- use work laptop at home for a week
- buy a new mac with my salary in a week.

:( :| ;___; T___T