Rants of a Menstrating Woman
so yeah. im bored. bored as HELL...nothing interesting to do......oo ooo ooo my gameboy advanced has gone missing. that fucking pisses me off. i want it back. i cant use my lager consoles in my room (PS2, SNES, and so on) and my GBA was all i had. now its gone. fucking pisses me off. i probably left it at dennys. i should go and ask them if they have it...oh well....but yeah. thats just me bitching
so i might be going to the ren faire (FINALLY) on the 20th with mike, mary, b, and diana. it should be interesting. i wish i could bring Phil, but there is no room in the car at all. i would like to shoot for a second day of fun where i could bring phil, but the problem is that niether of us have a car, we would need someone to drive. i feel bad about doing that, however, i want people to know, that im not doing shit like that for my benifit. i want to hang out and go to the ren fair with my friends. i want to bring phil. i dont want it to seem like im saying "we're going to the ren fair, wanna drive?" thats just bogus, but i feel like thats what i am saying. no bueno. its really not. i just have visions and ideas about doing something, but no one else shares my visions, ya know? it makes me sad. i need to get my car going. i really really really really do. but NO ONE will help me. i cant do this by myself. not at all. i dont know what i need to do. people will say that theyll help me, but when i get around to asking them to help me that day, its always "i dont have money, so no" or "i dont have time" then my mom has the balls to say "why dont you help me around the house?" i do but its not to her expectations....but i come back with "why dont you help me with my car?" then i get yelled at and screamed at for being an ungreatful lil bitch. lemme tell you something, i think a car for kim is more important than housework. honestly, the more you help me, the more i help you. thats how it goes. doesnt mean i wont do things for free, but if you have NEVER helped me in the ways that i NEED you to help me, then why the fuck should i help you? damn....fucking ridiculous. GAH. i just want a car already. if i had one, i would have been to the ren fair about 7 times already. not to mention the fact that i could be with phil (whatever way that would be) i could be more independant, go out and find a better job, be at school, have a better grasp of my spirituality. all this ness....it fucking sucks. i want my FUCKING CAR, AND IM SICK OF PEOPLE PUSHING IT OFF. IVE HAD MY FUCKIG PERMIT SINCE MAY. HAVE I USED IT? NO! GOD FUCKING DAMMIT. FUCKING FUCKING FUCK. THIS FUCKING SUCKS. WHY THE HELL WONT PEOPLE HELP ME? JESUS!..........................................................................................................................
heh, i went off there................
so i might be going to the ren faire (FINALLY) on the 20th with mike, mary, b, and diana. it should be interesting. i wish i could bring Phil, but there is no room in the car at all. i would like to shoot for a second day of fun where i could bring phil, but the problem is that niether of us have a car, we would need someone to drive. i feel bad about doing that, however, i want people to know, that im not doing shit like that for my benifit. i want to hang out and go to the ren fair with my friends. i want to bring phil. i dont want it to seem like im saying "we're going to the ren fair, wanna drive?" thats just bogus, but i feel like thats what i am saying. no bueno. its really not. i just have visions and ideas about doing something, but no one else shares my visions, ya know? it makes me sad. i need to get my car going. i really really really really do. but NO ONE will help me. i cant do this by myself. not at all. i dont know what i need to do. people will say that theyll help me, but when i get around to asking them to help me that day, its always "i dont have money, so no" or "i dont have time" then my mom has the balls to say "why dont you help me around the house?" i do but its not to her expectations....but i come back with "why dont you help me with my car?" then i get yelled at and screamed at for being an ungreatful lil bitch. lemme tell you something, i think a car for kim is more important than housework. honestly, the more you help me, the more i help you. thats how it goes. doesnt mean i wont do things for free, but if you have NEVER helped me in the ways that i NEED you to help me, then why the fuck should i help you? damn....fucking ridiculous. GAH. i just want a car already. if i had one, i would have been to the ren fair about 7 times already. not to mention the fact that i could be with phil (whatever way that would be) i could be more independant, go out and find a better job, be at school, have a better grasp of my spirituality. all this ness....it fucking sucks. i want my FUCKING CAR, AND IM SICK OF PEOPLE PUSHING IT OFF. IVE HAD MY FUCKIG PERMIT SINCE MAY. HAVE I USED IT? NO! GOD FUCKING DAMMIT. FUCKING FUCKING FUCK. THIS FUCKING SUCKS. WHY THE HELL WONT PEOPLE HELP ME? JESUS!..........................................................................................................................
heh, i went off there................