so my bday was kinda cool

[alien_cod_fish]

alright. so fuckin, i talked marcos into havinga bday party for me, and since marcos loves me sooo much, he agreeded to it hehe. oh man, fuckin, i really dont remember much of that night. but yeah. there were lots of cool people there. there was this hot chick named april and a hot dude named jessie. i made out with both of them. very cool. i was mackin on jessie, then i found out he had a female in NY. even though he said that his female didnt mind him cheating, i still wouldve felt bad if i had boned him. so then i got kinda freindly with this punk kid. mind you i was drunk...REALLY DRUNK...and i get kinda.....yeah...when im drunk. no i didnt fuck him thank god, but we did make out alot. i didnt mind since i hadnt had action in a while. but yeah. so these fuckin cops show up...but thats one big blurr...all i remember is "hes high man, dont kill his buzz" that was from the mouth of a cop. it was fun. so yeah. then the jeff character had to go and i was saddened by this because it felt like the party was ending. oh man...it was so not over. so after the jessie person and that other guy left, me, marcos, diana and pete smoked pot on marcos balcony...thing. oh and by this time teddy and struif were out. on the bed...sleeping. no idea what went on there. struif says AH HA, but i think Ah ha.. but yeah. to make a long story short, me and marcos had sex on his kitchen floor. The End.

ive been in a very "gothic" mood lately. i cant explain it, but for some reason, ive been totally getting out of the punk thing that i was in for quite some time. i think it might be the season. im weird like that. spring seems very mellow, winter is very thrash metal, summer is very punk, and fall is very goth. its nuts. or maybe im nuts. eh, who the fuck cares? damn, im sick. prolly cuz of my sluttyness on my b-day. eh, who knows?