B R E A T H T A K E N - by me.
i weep for those unseen
I A M B R E A T H T A K E N
i tried and failed
then tried and failed again
I A M B R E A T H T A K E N
undermining my athourity
loss of consiquence
do we know what so called heaven holds?
forsaken by nature
alone i sit
I A M B R E A T H T A K E N
underscribable tourment
trapped in euphoria
walls closing in around my fingers
trapped in utopia
I A M B R E A T H T A K E N
can this be?
all i see?
is this the end of me?
for the rest
of
eternity?
I A M B R E A T H T A K E N
inside
your
eyes
so
true
unspoken
so
untrue
soft spoken
I A M B R E A T H T A K E N.
i thought of this last night when i was half asleep. im surpised i remebered it....
so yeah. ive been listentin to NIN all day. this is really the first time ive really gotten into them. i mean i really liked them before, but i really wasnt INTO them, ya know? dude...they kick face.
but yeah. lately things have been weird. i mean, i dunno..i would explain, but i have many reasons prohibiting me from speaking them...and its pisses me off cuz its my goddamn LJ. ahhh, my life is too complicated. im sure the lives of many others are complecated as well, but at least not as strange as mine....but lets just say that all this weird shit involves the people who are closest to me. ahhh! oh well...whatever. ill figure it out later....
for some reason, i cant wait till jeffy gets back from gencon. dude, that kid fuckin kicks face. i really hope we hang out soon lol. dude, i cant believe we just randomly met after a hella long time. what the fuck was that? lol i dunno. i still remember when i first met him lol i remember thinknig "oh sweet mary mother of all fried foods...soooooo hot..*drools*..." lol. but im just nuts like that i guess hahahaAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHAAHAHAH. i got 4 hours of sleep last night...i fell asleep at 8am and had to wake up at 10 for school shit. dammit that sucked. but i have late arrivle, the painting, then socialogy, then ceramics 1, lunch, photo 2 then TCD for the rest of the day. its odd cuz i saw bono at registration, and we have the same lunch, both are taking the TCD bus at the same time and we have the same phycology class second semester. oh man...this is gonna be nuts. haha, and i make bono my bitch, so damn lol this is gonna be easier than i thought ^_^ i love bono. what a fuckin yutz ^_^
so my mind had been fried lately. i think ive been thinking too much. i mean, ive been thinking about my Magick and Spirituality, Music, Friends, Family, Hates, Fears, Loves, Fates...all sorts of yummie yummie brain murdering funness...*sighs* so much is goin on at once. i really wish i could dissapear for a few days. that would be marverlous. damn. i know what every single word i use means...but i cant seem to spell them...oh well. i know what im trying to say and thats all that matters i guess.
I adopted a cute lil' baby jesus fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
I adopted a cute lil' Scotty fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! what the fuck? fetuses...hey struif, lets go buy some FETUS IN A CAN...
What Pattern Are You?