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Okay all so here is an update on my life. I figure I will do one of these on the first day of every month...
Well I haven't slept well at all. Last night I think a got a max of 4 hours. I am losing my hair like crazy, breaking out, and crying just about every night. But now I have decided to ley down all these thins that have been bothering and give them to God. it tool a lot of convincing from my mom and very many long talks, but I am going to do it. I have also been asking myself WHY and WHAT a lot lately and looking back on things from past wondering WHAT might have happened if I had only done something different. Well I am done wondering. Things are great at school no problems there. I am hoping my hair stays for a long time and that I get my eating appetite back cause soon stress won't be my problem but malnutrition. I have been questioning friendships lately because i have found that my judgement of people is not very good at all, especially not on guys. I also have a little quote for you for the month. Here it is... It is better to keep your mouth shut and have peole think you are a fool, then to open it and remove all doubt.
Well that's it for now. I am not going to be posting as much because it seems to create more stress in my life. That doen't mean I won't post ever or comment ever but if I do comment it will positive only. It is time for a change in my life and it took my heart being broken to see that. I love ya all bunches and hey if you ever want to get together and do somethng fun and stress free I am just about always open.