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Guys I miss Maddison Bay Bolling SOOO much!!! I was watching Monsters Inc. and I was crying because Maddison's nickname was boo. I would give anything to see her again and just hold her and hug her. I remember the night they left Crossfire I was sitting in our(our being maddison's and I's) favorite place ever, the nursing mothers room. I was sitting there after youth and she was sitting in my lap and we were rocking in the rocking chair in there and I started bawling. She asked "why you crying licia?" and I was like "well hun I am going to miss you SO much!" and then she started crying as said" I going to miss you to Licia." I babysat them for a long time after that but then Christi and Marc and I got in a fight because they scheduled for me to babysit twice and didn't show up either times. Now I wish I could take it all back and see them again. When I stopped babysitting for them and they stopped asking me to it was like I lost a sister or even a child. Maddison was everything to me and she still is. I wanted so bad to call them today and tell them how much I missed them and was sorry for everything and then invite them to tomorrow's harvest festival, but I was afraid they wouldn't of wanted to talk to me or Maddison wouldn't of remembered who I am. I am crying right now and I wish that she was here to hug me and tell me she misses me too and loves me,..but she isn't..no one is.