Alone
I cried a lot today. Once at church. Once in the car. And once at home while everyone was at youth. Not only did I cry but screamed and threw things. Sounds childish I know, and guess what? That is cause it was. It was nice though. Just being able to have a fit without anyone being there. life sucks righ tnow but I will get over it. I might take some time, but I will.
I think from now on guys should be nothing to me. I have a C in Biology. So maybe I need to focus on school and just forget guys seeing as how they always seem to forget me. That sounds like a good idea. Other girls I think you should do the same even if you have A's in all your classes.
I am very tired from crying so I think I will hurry up with "studying" and go to bed.
Life ain't all that bad right now actually. But wait! There is one guy you still have to love and never forget. JESUS!!! AND GOD!!! jesus is my boyfriend.