Jun 21, 2009 15:43
So when I have anxiety attacks, I can't breathe.. and until a few months ago, I didn't know that they were anxiety attacks.
Last night I had awful dreams.
1. I had a dream that I was in an underwear shop trying to purchase a bra and matching knickers. I couldn't find the bra I wanted in my size so I wandered around forever.
2. I was in a shopping center trying to find a Nigella cookbook. I couldn't find the level where the book shop was. So, I asked someone where it was. They wouldn't tell me. I walked away and they followed me in tiny cars and tried to run me over. I bit them. Then I hit them until they left me alone.
I found a shop that was full of Hello Kitty and Gloomy things that were over priced. I didn't buy them. Then I woke up. I never found my book.
3. I was in a classroom. I was in love with a Playboy Bunny who was in my class. She was trashy. Someone came in and arrested her for stealing something of mine. I still loved her.
I went to her house and she wasn't in jail anymore. We got in her pool and all of a sudden were invaded by other trashy Playboy bunnies.
They had a competition to see who could drown me first.
4. I was in a forest with Craig. We were walking around and there were bears everywhere. At first, I was running around with my camera chasing them trying to get pictures. Next I was trying to, with his help get up a tree to get away from them. He said they could climb trees. I asked if that mattered at all. He said no.
I got down from the tree armed with my trusty nutmeg shaker. I shook the nut meg where I didn't want them to go.
They still got to me.
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