God always provides

Oct 30, 2007 02:08

So I got a job at Panera Bread :) I had a training class tonight.. that was fun! :) Wednesday I have to go fill out paperwork and then Thursday I work 8 til whenever.. and then Friday and Saturday 5 til 1-2 :) :) I'm flipping excited. Although I haven't started my new job quite yet, I love it! I love the atmosphere.. I love the people.. :)

I was suppose to work at DG today, but I called in because I didn't want to go in. I have to work tomorrow, but I don't think I'm going. I already have another job, I know that it's not right for me not to go in, but I just don't want to go in. I'd rather sleep and do nothing, then go to that place and be in complete misery.

Janelle took me out for lunch today. Even though we don't have the greatest relationship, I love her dearly.

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what do you want from me? honestly. I can't give you what you want. maybe i should let you go so you can move on. is that what you want? i don't want my heart to fall into a million pieces again, but to prevent from future fighting with you, and for you to be disappointed in me, i will move on. I will stop calling you. I will stop. just tell me. as soon as you say the word, i'll do it. i don't want to hurt you. I hope you know that. I do love you. I just can't, and it breaks me.. but you have to understand, and I know that you don't. that's the hardest part for you. :/ te amo mucho.
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