LOVE like there's no TOMORROW
Where should I start?
Well, let's see. I've been working my butt off at work. The other store is closing, so we get their 'not so nice' people. I'm so sick of the drama that's in my life right now. AND I HAVE NO REASON TO BE A PART OF IT! Some how some way, I'm always apart of it. Drama Queen Alicia *shakes head.
Um, my brother's fiance left him on Sunday. So I don't get to see my 'nieces' EVER again. :( I was at church with my uncle and Jay when I found out. We were having a good time and we were leaving and I saw that I missed a call and I checked my voice mail and it was Ashley. She said that she was sorry and that we would hate her, but she had to leave, because my brother was doing 'weird' things. I have no idea what that meant, but then she proceeded to tell me that he was cutting himself. I was driving and I just started crying. Jay was like, "Ali, what's wrong?" I couldn't even answer him, I just turned back around and called my uncle. I was crying so hard that I couldn't breathe, because I didn't know what to think. Well then my bother called and told me that she left and I asked him if he was cutting himself and he said no. So I don't know why she left, but she did. I miss my girls so much. :/
God is great. He knew what was going to happen and he had the TWO most wonderful guys with me that night. If Jay or my uncle wouldn't have been there, I don't know what I would've done. I can talk to my uncle about anything, as I can with Jay. But my uncle and I just started talking recently and I just saw the joy and love on his face.
On Thursday, September 28th, I was saved. Now, you may or may not know what I'm talking about, but I will explain. I, Alicia, accepted Jesus Christ as my personal savior. Now, you can do two things. You can be willing and still accept me, as me. Or you can walk right out of my life. I may not take it well, but in due time, I will realize something.
I hope everyone is doing well. I miss talking to all of you.
much love.
Well, let's see. I've been working my butt off at work. The other store is closing, so we get their 'not so nice' people. I'm so sick of the drama that's in my life right now. AND I HAVE NO REASON TO BE A PART OF IT! Some how some way, I'm always apart of it. Drama Queen Alicia *shakes head.
Um, my brother's fiance left him on Sunday. So I don't get to see my 'nieces' EVER again. :( I was at church with my uncle and Jay when I found out. We were having a good time and we were leaving and I saw that I missed a call and I checked my voice mail and it was Ashley. She said that she was sorry and that we would hate her, but she had to leave, because my brother was doing 'weird' things. I have no idea what that meant, but then she proceeded to tell me that he was cutting himself. I was driving and I just started crying. Jay was like, "Ali, what's wrong?" I couldn't even answer him, I just turned back around and called my uncle. I was crying so hard that I couldn't breathe, because I didn't know what to think. Well then my bother called and told me that she left and I asked him if he was cutting himself and he said no. So I don't know why she left, but she did. I miss my girls so much. :/
God is great. He knew what was going to happen and he had the TWO most wonderful guys with me that night. If Jay or my uncle wouldn't have been there, I don't know what I would've done. I can talk to my uncle about anything, as I can with Jay. But my uncle and I just started talking recently and I just saw the joy and love on his face.
On Thursday, September 28th, I was saved. Now, you may or may not know what I'm talking about, but I will explain. I, Alicia, accepted Jesus Christ as my personal savior. Now, you can do two things. You can be willing and still accept me, as me. Or you can walk right out of my life. I may not take it well, but in due time, I will realize something.
I hope everyone is doing well. I miss talking to all of you.
much love.