I am all the days that you choose to ignore.

Jun 02, 2009 00:06

I haven't really talked about graduation, so here we go! It looked like it was going to rain all day, and we were finding out at 4 whether or not we were graduating as a class outside on the field, or split in half in the gym and auditorium. I was a complete wreck. I've looked forward to graduation since I was a little kid; how little girls dream of their weddings, I dreamed about graduating. Okay, maybe not that much, but still! (: Anyways, the call came at 4 that we were graduating outside! We get there at 7 and it starts to rain, go figure. So we're all standing out there until 7:30 until it can start all soaking wet. Our caps got all warped and were drooping. They cut it shorter than they would have if there was good weather, which was fine with me. Blah blah blah, my name was called & I got my diploma. I really don't feel any different; any wiser or matured in any way at all. I haven't really talked to anyone either.. partly because majority of my friends graduated last year. I have talked to the people I will keep in touch with, but nobody really outside of that. I'm sad to be moving on but it hasn't hit me yet. I NEVER EVEN CRIED! That's a big shocker for me! I feel like a kid that's on summer vacation from school, we'll see how I feel in two months.

I'm really wanting to buckle down and save for a car.. after I buy some new summer clothes! We'll see how that goes. I'm not spending any of my grad money, it's all going into my savings for my car.

Corey and I have pretty much decided that we'll live together once we're both financially stable enough. We want a yellow lab puppy eventually, Corey wants to name him Dollar (like Richie Rich's dog), but I'm still trying to get used to it. I'm really excited to start my own life outside of this house and aside from my parents.

Our 2 year anniversary is in about two weeks! It's weird to think that people get engaged and married around the 2 year mark. I've become so comfortable in this relationship that it scares me sometimes, but at the same time it's the biggest security I have in my life. I can always run to him for help or comfort or anything else that I need and it's an amazing feeling that I have a constant there to lean on when I need him. Our relationship isn't perfect, but I'm happy.

anniversary, graduation, life, corey

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