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Ummmm yeah work is better im pretty fast now so its good and bad. good cause i hate cleaning all the same looking rooms forever and now i always get out around 2 instead of 5 or 6 but bad cause i never get hours.
School is a joke, i dont even know why im going. Im gonna be dropping 2 classes oh wow thats a surprise. and they are actually the two i really need. But i hate it and i dont know why im even going. I need to think of a career for myself...
I have a goal, i want to be moved out by next June or July. We shall see if that happens or not. Im content with the rents for now, since i am never home. But i know when they find out about the school and shit im outt so i guess i have no choice but to get my ass in gear.
Other then that there are some friends that i dont get to see a lot, or at all that i wish i still did see. I think we all need to have a get together of some sort. IT seems like everywhere we go to hang out these days is gay. To tell you the truth i would rather just not do anything anymore blah
One thing that i know is wonderful in my life is of course jon. ITs amazing how like 5 months ago i thought i was going to be alone forever and i sat by and watched everyone of my girlfriends leave me for a boy... well maybe not leave but im sure you understand what im saying... then just a short time later i got Jon. Im thinking he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Well of course there are the select few girls they know who they are that have done something special.
anyway i just have to sigh haha cause i finally know what everyone else used to talk about
:) IM happy i wouldnt really ask for more... but well MONEY and a better place to hang out ha
OKAY well this is AL PAL signing out
School is a joke, i dont even know why im going. Im gonna be dropping 2 classes oh wow thats a surprise. and they are actually the two i really need. But i hate it and i dont know why im even going. I need to think of a career for myself...
I have a goal, i want to be moved out by next June or July. We shall see if that happens or not. Im content with the rents for now, since i am never home. But i know when they find out about the school and shit im outt so i guess i have no choice but to get my ass in gear.
Other then that there are some friends that i dont get to see a lot, or at all that i wish i still did see. I think we all need to have a get together of some sort. IT seems like everywhere we go to hang out these days is gay. To tell you the truth i would rather just not do anything anymore blah
One thing that i know is wonderful in my life is of course jon. ITs amazing how like 5 months ago i thought i was going to be alone forever and i sat by and watched everyone of my girlfriends leave me for a boy... well maybe not leave but im sure you understand what im saying... then just a short time later i got Jon. Im thinking he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Well of course there are the select few girls they know who they are that have done something special.
anyway i just have to sigh haha cause i finally know what everyone else used to talk about
:) IM happy i wouldnt really ask for more... but well MONEY and a better place to hang out ha
OKAY well this is AL PAL signing out