update and such
Shit son... i need a cigg my head is killin me!!
didnt go to class today, it felt so good to sleep for a longer period then 4 hours!
SOOO much has went down this week, it was by far wonderful! IT was like a vacation from work, school, just feeling so stressed out. So tues was my last work day.. wed night i went over to Tj's with cait and ended up randomly getting wasted. though cait left, and it was basically me, and two girls i never met and then some of the boys it was still really fun.
Then the next day i just hung out at tj's till about 3 then got ready for dinner and such. Ate some Mongolian which was amazing, then went back to candi's with liz and got drunk again for her sisters 21 birthday. It felt good to hang out again. Next day i decided to be late for class, then came home and ran some errands with cait and liz .. then was the 103 party.
As soon as i got there i started slamming the Caption soo shit faced was an obvious move for me. The one thing i really regret though is being so drunk i dont remember half the night, like i have a pretty good clue of EVERYTHING that happened, just not things i said to people. But i did know the minute i saw Jonny and he left i would cry. I just felt so close with all of them, and its shitty everoyne is going their seperate ways. But im sick of being stuck at the same spot and saying the same things...so im not going to dwel. The next night i went out to the club with candi and her sister. That was fun.. though they got super drunk, i was a little irritated i didnt roll that hard... oh well. It was goodtimes and dancing was fun. Except when the guys came around... someone hit me with a guy stick so i can actually like someone and not feel like such a damn loser. Then after i took them home and went over to Jonny's new crib. It was tyte i got more fucked up there, hung out .. felt a little weird cause i didnt know anyone... and then ummm came home at 5 in the morning... then on my birthday i went out to dinner... and then had some company for the night. NOW that i have gotten sooo messed up all week, im exhausted and feel like i just need to chill out.
I would say that i would like to be sober for the rest of the week... but i highly doubt that will happen.
hmmmm maybe one day. By the way... Canada was amazing! snuck drugs over the border went to dinner, had my first sex on the beach, then went to the hotel... did our shit... went to the clubs and bar ahhhh soooooo much fun. i couldnt stop dancing i felt like i could just keep going and going. But then back at the hotel i came down hard and had a rough morning, but i will never forget how fun it all was... sooo when can we all go?????
ALRIGHT well thats all my update for the moment
didnt go to class today, it felt so good to sleep for a longer period then 4 hours!
SOOO much has went down this week, it was by far wonderful! IT was like a vacation from work, school, just feeling so stressed out. So tues was my last work day.. wed night i went over to Tj's with cait and ended up randomly getting wasted. though cait left, and it was basically me, and two girls i never met and then some of the boys it was still really fun.
Then the next day i just hung out at tj's till about 3 then got ready for dinner and such. Ate some Mongolian which was amazing, then went back to candi's with liz and got drunk again for her sisters 21 birthday. It felt good to hang out again. Next day i decided to be late for class, then came home and ran some errands with cait and liz .. then was the 103 party.
As soon as i got there i started slamming the Caption soo shit faced was an obvious move for me. The one thing i really regret though is being so drunk i dont remember half the night, like i have a pretty good clue of EVERYTHING that happened, just not things i said to people. But i did know the minute i saw Jonny and he left i would cry. I just felt so close with all of them, and its shitty everoyne is going their seperate ways. But im sick of being stuck at the same spot and saying the same things...so im not going to dwel. The next night i went out to the club with candi and her sister. That was fun.. though they got super drunk, i was a little irritated i didnt roll that hard... oh well. It was goodtimes and dancing was fun. Except when the guys came around... someone hit me with a guy stick so i can actually like someone and not feel like such a damn loser. Then after i took them home and went over to Jonny's new crib. It was tyte i got more fucked up there, hung out .. felt a little weird cause i didnt know anyone... and then ummm came home at 5 in the morning... then on my birthday i went out to dinner... and then had some company for the night. NOW that i have gotten sooo messed up all week, im exhausted and feel like i just need to chill out.
I would say that i would like to be sober for the rest of the week... but i highly doubt that will happen.
hmmmm maybe one day. By the way... Canada was amazing! snuck drugs over the border went to dinner, had my first sex on the beach, then went to the hotel... did our shit... went to the clubs and bar ahhhh soooooo much fun. i couldnt stop dancing i felt like i could just keep going and going. But then back at the hotel i came down hard and had a rough morning, but i will never forget how fun it all was... sooo when can we all go?????
ALRIGHT well thats all my update for the moment