2008 SUCKS
Ok so I've come to the conclusion that this year is going to suck because it's only the 11th day of the new year and my life is once again falling apart on me.
I had gone back to work the week before Christmas and was doing fine. Besides working day shift which totally sucked. But my back was doing ok. I had been off for 3 months prior to that because of my fall. So anyways, things were good....started school this past Monday....and ended up in the ER Monday night due to horrific pain my lower back. I was starting the most important quarter of my college life with then one more to go. I was excited and ready to finally have accomplished something in school. Well I ended up having to go see my surgeon Tuesday after my class got out. I had an MRI today and will go back into see him on Monday to discuss my options for surgery. Yes SURGERY. So I had to drop out of the two most important classes because they are lab classes that I am unable to miss any days of. So ok well then I started to talk to my parents about it and we decided that maybe Medical Assisting isn't something I can do with my back anyways now.
SO I HAVE A NEW GAME PLAN
Since I've been a secretary for as long as I can remember I'm going to move back to Omaha go back to Metro and get my AAS in Administrative Assistant. Or whatever it's called. So my plan is to have surgery within the next month, recover finish the 3 online classes I'm taking and then April 10th ish Move to Omaha!!!! I can't wait. And it's so awesome because I have a place to live that I won't have to pay rent at til at least August so I can use that time to get on my feet. My savings account is growing as we speak and things are good....Lets just hope nothing bad happens with these plans.
I can't wait to be able to see my Niece Helena when ever I want to....take her out....hold her...babysit her...and then of course give her back to her mom and dad. Hang out with my brothers whenever I want and they want. Spend time with all of you my old friends again...and BE ME FINALLY again...and live my life.....And not worry about what everyones doing with out me. Sure it's going to be a struggle at first til I find a job and Jennifer and I land an awesome place to live...but anything is better than here.
And for once I'm not running away from anything........or anyone.....just moving to where I belong...where I want to be...Where I will be happy......and if I have to go to college til I'm 60 or dead then so be it!!
I had gone back to work the week before Christmas and was doing fine. Besides working day shift which totally sucked. But my back was doing ok. I had been off for 3 months prior to that because of my fall. So anyways, things were good....started school this past Monday....and ended up in the ER Monday night due to horrific pain my lower back. I was starting the most important quarter of my college life with then one more to go. I was excited and ready to finally have accomplished something in school. Well I ended up having to go see my surgeon Tuesday after my class got out. I had an MRI today and will go back into see him on Monday to discuss my options for surgery. Yes SURGERY. So I had to drop out of the two most important classes because they are lab classes that I am unable to miss any days of. So ok well then I started to talk to my parents about it and we decided that maybe Medical Assisting isn't something I can do with my back anyways now.
SO I HAVE A NEW GAME PLAN
Since I've been a secretary for as long as I can remember I'm going to move back to Omaha go back to Metro and get my AAS in Administrative Assistant. Or whatever it's called. So my plan is to have surgery within the next month, recover finish the 3 online classes I'm taking and then April 10th ish Move to Omaha!!!! I can't wait. And it's so awesome because I have a place to live that I won't have to pay rent at til at least August so I can use that time to get on my feet. My savings account is growing as we speak and things are good....Lets just hope nothing bad happens with these plans.
I can't wait to be able to see my Niece Helena when ever I want to....take her out....hold her...babysit her...and then of course give her back to her mom and dad. Hang out with my brothers whenever I want and they want. Spend time with all of you my old friends again...and BE ME FINALLY again...and live my life.....And not worry about what everyones doing with out me. Sure it's going to be a struggle at first til I find a job and Jennifer and I land an awesome place to live...but anything is better than here.
And for once I'm not running away from anything........or anyone.....just moving to where I belong...where I want to be...Where I will be happy......and if I have to go to college til I'm 60 or dead then so be it!!