MY WEEKEND!!
WHOA!!!
this weekend was totally AWSOME!!!
okay on saturday Ryan and Sam came over.. that was for like.. 10 or 15 minutes while we were waiting for Molly to clean her room..
Sam was like playing my Nintendo ... like wow he was totally into it lol!!!
he had never been to my house before... hmm.. I thought he had...
but I dont care cuz it was sooooo much funn!!
Then we went to go get Molly to go to the carnival.. My Daddy gave me 20 bucks =)
we bought 80 tickets for all of us.. then we went on 1001 nights!!
hehehe I love that ride!!!
I think we went on it twice.. either way we went on that a couple of times and the pharrohs fury (( or whatever it is )) a couple of times...
and the round up.. and that it!! but its okay cuz those are like the only good rides there..
and Ryan bought a dough boy for me =)
cuz I was REALLY hungry!!!
but then.. Sam was trying to take it.. like right next to the cart that has them.. and then Ryan slapped his hand.. and .. MY DOUGH BOY FELL ON THE GROUND!! =( but Ryan was smart and asked for another one .. hehehe - I love you Ryan!! <33
Keating , Hayley, Justine, Sara Mitchell and her bf Ryan Mendonca, and.... some other ppl were there...
OH YEAH! Corey Hayes was there and he was like alll " woohoo " if you know what i mean (( lol ))
and he goes up to Ryan and says" wow ! your eyes are like..BLUE!!! like REALLY BLUE!!"
and he started like getting all excited about it lol!! and then he said he was gonna get neon pink color contacts !! hehehe it was HILARIOUS!!
anyways.. Molly had to go .. and Keating and Hayley disappeared.. so me and Sam and Ryan went down to the beach.. Sara and Ryan were down there sitting together on the beach .. it was so cute.. except for they were sitting like on her cheerleading jacket..
lol
then we ended up leaving..to Sams house =)
I got to stay until 10!! whoa..
we watched 50 first dates..
and like hung out in his basement..BUT IT WAS REALLY FUNN!!!
cuz like we all used to hang out alot.... but then we like.. stopped... for a while.. it wasnt cool..
then I had to go home... and the next day I went to the mall with Ryan and his brother and his mom...
Christian (( his brother )) drove.. all the way there and back. and he didnt tell his mom that it was like.. ILLEGAL!! until we were already almost home lol!!
cuz he juss got his permit less then a week ago so hes not sposed to drive out of RI or something like that..
haha!
Ryan didnt buy anything but I had 108 dollars in a gift card to the Express so I bought-
* a pair of jeans.. their okay.. idk..
* two tank tops - one pink and one black
* two short sleeve shirtes- one white and one pink
* a pair of diamond earings..
and now I have like 2 dollars left on it..
lol
and I got another pair of pink earings at Claires.. their cute!
=)
then we like went to Ryan's grandparents house.. it was kinda boring.. but its okay
his grandpa was telling us something about the computor and recording stuff and .. like excersizing (( idk how to spell that ? ))
then his grandma was talking about some wedding...
After that we went to Office Max and some other kid that me and Ryan and Sam were talking about like the day before... Josh Sheely maybe ?? I think thats his name.. anyway so yeah he was there.. he was pretty cool....
then I had to go home... and do nothing..
SCHOOL ON MONDAY!!!
was COOL!!
considering the only classes I had was Lit Dev where all we did was silent read all class.. then lunch.. then cooking.. =/ and then in gym we had some guy talk to us about HIV and AIDS
he had some story!! whoa.. that guy could like write a 1000 page novel about his life!!!
he like ran away from a hectic alcoholic home when he was 13 ... crossed the country in like a year... starting drinking and doing drugs while living on the streets at 14 and 15... went back home when he was like 18 or 19 or something... went to school.. became a teacher.. got married.. had a boy... told his wife he was gay.. shortly after got divorced... got custody of his kid.. stopped drinking and stuff so his kid wouldnt have the life he had.. helped his friend out with a new business he had.. discovered he was good at that kind of work- REALLY GOOD i guess... and then started his own business.. became like REALLY FRICKEN RICH!!! like he was telling us the stuff he was buying and stuff..... but he was depressed .. he went to a counselour.. who told his to get an HIV test.. he was confused cuz he was like " i came here for help cuz im not happy .. not cuz im sick.. why do i need a doctor?" but eventually he did.. and he had AIDS ... his son got married... then the guy became homeless and poor after selling EVERYTHING HE HAD! to get money for all the medical stuff.... he became very weak.. now hes living with a friend.. as a side effect of the medicine he wakes up every morning and pukes for hours..
and i know you all cared so much about that =) hehehe .. i have a good memory to remember ALL of what he said...
then he like told us to go have sex (( not really but he didnt tell us not to )) he was like...
" i know your parents want me to come here and tell you about abstinence and that sex is bad... but i know some of you in this room are already sexually active and more of you are thinking about becoming sexually active soon.. so all i can say is condoms condoms condoms"
and then courtney was like " we have to use 3? " lol (( joking ))
ANYWAYS!!
then school was over and Ryan and Molly came over!! and Shawn for a few minutes!!!
when Shawn left we went to my room and watched 2 movies!! only like 1/2 of the second one cuz then they had to leave...
IT WAS FUNN THOUGH!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!
and now.. I missed my bus!! no fucking shitt i missed my bus.. i miss it like every day..
but i would have been ready if my dad wasnt in the fucking bathroom so long.. WOW you would think it would be ME hogging the bathroom.. but NNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOO its my dad!!! i was waiting ALL READY except for getting washed up and doing my hair and makeup.. !!! but i had to wait 15 minutes to get into the bathroom.. by the time i was in the bathroom it was 7:25 and i already missed it..
then my dad said " its alright.. just miss it.. dont even try.. i dont care.. youll pay tonight" in a really mad kind of way!!!!
=(
i wonder whats going to happen...
the ones with an ! after it are true.
01. I MISS SOMEBODY RIGHT NOW!!!!
02. I don’t watch much TV these days!
03. I love olives!
04. I love sleeping!
05. I own lots of books! (( but i never read any of them! lol ))
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games - i used to...
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've like porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is they best policy!
13. I have acne free skin..
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton - whis is him?
15. I curse frequently ! depends.. not too much..
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year!!!!!
17. I have a hobby! idk...
18. I love clothes, accessories, and getting my hair done!!
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me! not knife or razor.. but a pin.. Ryan has it right now though!! i need it back!! =/ i miss it
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I’ve never broken some ones bones !
22. I have a secret I’m ashamed to revel .. idk maybe
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times!
25. I own a 90’s pop C.D.
26. I need money right now!!
27. I love sushi.- never tried it
28. I talk real fast some times!
29. I have fresh breath in the morning. i have no clue..
30. I have semi-long hair!
31. I still love my ex
32. I have at least one brother/sister!
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs!
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past! fingernail.. the rest i think are nasty!
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look SOMETIMES!!!
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months!
40. I have brown eyes
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have mood swings!
43. I think prostitution should be legalized.
44. I like Britney spears!!
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent!
47. I get hyper a lot !
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex! truth or dare you guys.. im straight i promise lol
51. I talk on the phone a lot !!!!
52. I practically live in sweat shirts and sweat pants
53. I love to shop!
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.!!! (( lol juss kidding ))
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders -what??
57. I love my online journal! !
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a good dancer.. idk??
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother- not really no...
62. I have a cell phone ! BUT ITS FUCKING SHUT OFF!!
63. I believe in God !
64. I watch MTV/Vh1 on a daily basis.!
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
66. I love drama.. im tired of it..
67. I have never been in a real romantic relationship before
68. I have rejected someone before- huh? idk maybe
69. I currently have a crush on someone!
71. I want to have children IN THE FURTRE!!!!!!!!!
72. I have changed a diper before !
73. I've called the cops on a friend before!.... well.... more so a friends mom.. long story that im not getting into...
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything.
77. I have a lot to learn!
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger ... ew!!! my parents are 11 years apart though..
79. I see my ex boyfriend at school!
80. I am very shy sometimes. !
81. I am online even with an away message !
82. I have at least 10 away messages saved !! I SAVE ALL OF THEM!! I HAVE AT LEAST 100 RIGHT NOW!!
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before !
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past !
85. I own the SouthPark movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or livejournal !
87. When I was a kid I played, "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum - what?
88. I enjoy SOME country music !
89. I want to beat Britney Spears with a rock for over an hour
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.!
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsession, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist- sometimes- it depends
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.- um no
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals, and all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"- whats that?
96. HALLOWEEN IS AWSOME !! FREE CANDY!!
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it! well its not my first choice but when my brothers are watching it...
98. I have re-dated an ex
99. I am happy at this moment !
100. I was born in the 80s but I am truly a child of the 90s ... umm no
101. I haven't showered in two days
102. I'd rather be in Germany than anywhere else.
103. I'm obsessed with getting manicures/pedicures! exept for i have no money to spend on them
104. I want to visit Italy either for the first time or again...!
105. I AM SOMEONE WHO IS EASLIY AMUSSED!
106. I have cried in the past week !
107. I have flirted with some one I didn’t like !!!!!
now i am going to go take a shower and then i have to fucking walk to school- AGAIN!!
ohhh shitt my mom didnt give me lunch money!! FUCK!!!
OMG!! I JUST FOUND A LETTER MY MOM WROTE TO THE SCHOOL ...it was about me being late all the time and that i should have like detention everytime im late or absent.. WHAT THE FUCK!!!
their serioulsy like against me.. THEIR TRYING TO GET ME DETENTION !!
WHAT KIND OF A FUCKED UP FAMILY DO I HAVE???
you dont TRY to get your kids detention..
the worst part was on the back of it was stuff my mom wrote down..
stuff about how i am out of control and shitt.. im guessing she was on the phone with someone and she was writing down what she was saying and what mom was gonna tell them..
she didnt mention anywhere how her and dad are... nope...
anyways... it also said...
new counseling ... 3 weeks.. intensive family care unit... something like that.. idk i ripped it up and threw it out..
WHAT THE FUCK!!!
im gonna go
ttyl luv always
~*~*~ALICIA~*~*~
i love you ryan!!! <33