Real update?
This update consist of...an update. According to LJ, i have not updated since april of last year. My bad. I wonder if my lj friends still religiously read LJ.
Went to bed really late last night ONLY to get rudely awakened an hour later by a bunch of men banging and speaking in spanish. I really need sleep. Within that hour i had dreams...my dreams are always really random, but i always wake up feeling freaked out as if they are trying to send me a message or tell me something. The past 2 years i have had constant dreams about my mom in different conditions and states. I rarely tell anyone about this because people might began to expect that i have feelings. No bueno. It's definitely been bothering me. I'm thinking about right now...is my mom really okay? WHY THE FUCK DO I CONSTANTLY HAVE THESE DREAMS REGULARLY? My great grandma who i was also very close to also frequents my dreams. If not her, the setting will always be in the house i grew up in with her...
I get really freaked out when i have these dreams and are either disconnected or moody the entire day.
I'm probably scared of being/committing myself to one person...
IT'S SO FUCKING COLD IN HERE.
i really need to sleep.
Went to bed really late last night ONLY to get rudely awakened an hour later by a bunch of men banging and speaking in spanish. I really need sleep. Within that hour i had dreams...my dreams are always really random, but i always wake up feeling freaked out as if they are trying to send me a message or tell me something. The past 2 years i have had constant dreams about my mom in different conditions and states. I rarely tell anyone about this because people might began to expect that i have feelings. No bueno. It's definitely been bothering me. I'm thinking about right now...is my mom really okay? WHY THE FUCK DO I CONSTANTLY HAVE THESE DREAMS REGULARLY? My great grandma who i was also very close to also frequents my dreams. If not her, the setting will always be in the house i grew up in with her...
I get really freaked out when i have these dreams and are either disconnected or moody the entire day.
I'm probably scared of being/committing myself to one person...
IT'S SO FUCKING COLD IN HERE.
i really need to sleep.