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Jul 18, 2006 22:01

so i dont update this evar. cos i guess i think its kinda silly, rilly. but theres an occasional unicorn.

i got a couple of light up skull keychain things in some cereal. i was banging them together all fun like and watching them glow and then my grandma, who just happened to be dressed like a sailor, wanted one when she realized i had two. we sat there in silence, shaking light up skull keychains.

summer has not been eventful. i need to start working on audition materials and my buffy musical. i tried to get a job. i mean i really TRIED. all i know is i would hire me, or atleast call me in. i mean, i turn in resumes for entry-level jobs. who the fuck does that shit? valuable employees, thats who! but employers must not think so -_--

i want to dye my hair orange again but i guess i cant go to auditions like that so ill wait until the end of august. unless i get cast in a show (please please please). champagne blonde hair for a while longer.

my mom is no longer a parent. she was never the best one, but now shes become a teenager. shes never home, doesnt discipline, doesnt really do anything that a parent should. she needs a slap in the face. with a fucking...i dunno, something that wont kill her but just makes her stronger.

love is pretty great. it is really high on my list of favorites, but i guess life and language and water and things of that sort still beat it.

im not quite the radical feminist liberal extremist chip on the shoulder girl i used to be. i figure i should exchange the anger for understanding. focusing more on the good i guess. which is cool. im still not sure how i feel about porn and the like, but im learning to not be so ARGH about things that i feel arent so great for women. ...thinking about it is actually making me a little angry so im still me, just more mellowed. ^^
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