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Emotional or mood swings are such an amazing thing that they will come to you at any time or place. I was hit by them this afternoon although I have had a wonderful nap. Thus, the following of such mood swings are unexplainable for they belong to the psychological circle. Under this circumstance, I was not in mood the whole afternoon and I could not tell the reason myself. What’s worse, I had a boring lesson, which added to my uncomfortable feelings. External environment can be a cause, but the internal cause will never be found out. I was suddenly blue and I did not know why. As for the boring lesson, it is Esperanto, which means the world language. Having had it for 4 weeks, I hardly find out any support for me to carry on learning it. With various rules, Esperanto seems to be a combination of English, French, Germany and Spanish. What’s the point of its existence while other languages have already been popular used? The alleged purpose of promoting the equality among nations talks arrant nonsense.
Hearing the news of a girl’s committing suicide in my high school, I was thinking of how she took up the courage to end her life. Now that she was brave to the death, why could not she choose to face the life? She was in senior year, a turning-point time after which she was to embrace her college life. But at this very time, she ended her life. Was she under great academic pressure or other reasons which can not be shared with others? My generation is by the majority described as self-centered and spoiled because of the Chinese typical policy-the only child. We are the center of our families, and are used to be focused on, never aware of caring about others. When talking about this issue, my parents blamed the girl for not caring about her parents’ feelings? As parents, bring up a child is indeed a hard thing and they must break down when confronted with their daughter’s death. My mum told me that however hard life is, never choosing the way of death, and there must be a solution after all.
Learning Esperanto is so hard and boring that I almost tend to give up. I could not remember how I learned English, my second language. But when I came to Esperanto, a totally new language to me, everything seemed so strange. I could not keep the words by heart, nor could I be familiar with the rules. Esperanto is sort of the language used on Mars! What’s more, the instructor asked us to keep Esperanto journal since last lesson, but I don’t think I am of that level. What a lesson I choose for myself!
Hearing the news of a girl’s committing suicide in my high school, I was thinking of how she took up the courage to end her life. Now that she was brave to the death, why could not she choose to face the life? She was in senior year, a turning-point time after which she was to embrace her college life. But at this very time, she ended her life. Was she under great academic pressure or other reasons which can not be shared with others? My generation is by the majority described as self-centered and spoiled because of the Chinese typical policy-the only child. We are the center of our families, and are used to be focused on, never aware of caring about others. When talking about this issue, my parents blamed the girl for not caring about her parents’ feelings? As parents, bring up a child is indeed a hard thing and they must break down when confronted with their daughter’s death. My mum told me that however hard life is, never choosing the way of death, and there must be a solution after all.
Learning Esperanto is so hard and boring that I almost tend to give up. I could not remember how I learned English, my second language. But when I came to Esperanto, a totally new language to me, everything seemed so strange. I could not keep the words by heart, nor could I be familiar with the rules. Esperanto is sort of the language used on Mars! What’s more, the instructor asked us to keep Esperanto journal since last lesson, but I don’t think I am of that level. What a lesson I choose for myself!