Sep 24, 2005 22:58
boy do my moods change like woah. I don't know what to do to feel better, either. It's like...that fear I have : going into a deep state of depression. It's that point where all things just seem pointless. Where I'm just bored of everything. Where I just want to disappear.
no, I just need reassurance. Of someone who cares, not just someone who cares about your outside shell.
& that's what I hate about falling for him. No one can look the same forever. No one can feel the same forever.
And my biggest problem is I don't know what to do.
Okay, now I'm just ranting...but I don't care.
that one song, 'oh, me' keeps playing my head.
yeah ...
it's at the point where food makes you sick.
flashbacks, flashbacks.
god is gay.