Elton
Saw Elton tonight with my uncle. While I was watching the show I lost it again. Not in a bad way this time. I came to the realization that the sheer fact that I feel the way I do about Brian means so much. I'm not broken. Steve didn't ruin my spirit. I'm not jaded. This whole time I was worried I'd never see Brian again. And if I don't that's ok because i know there are soo many more people out there that are going to give me that lump in the back of my throat when I think about them.
I am happy again. Future here I am.
This is us on New Years eve. I got to see him for an hour. I was incredibly happy. I can't imagine how happy I would've been if I had been with him all night but that didn't happen. The next guy will give me his undivided attention and he won't move away from me either!
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