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This isn't a nightmare because I'm still awake, this isn't a daydeam because it's the middle of the night. So, what can it possibly be?
Things do happen for a reason and it really is what it is...
Bla bla bla.
Jeff Buckley once wrote "all I ever learned from love is who to shoot someone who outdrew ya"
So, yeah I did that, now what do I do?
Fall for the next beautiful face that adorns me? Learn to live alone with myself and hold my few dear friends close?
Because what I am doing now is unacceptable. How I am living is silly, I haven't replaced anything he took from this house because deep down I know I can get it back if I just sacrifice a little bit more of myself, a little bit more of my soul...
I am the epitome self regret. All the things I let slide are in my face, I could write a book on how to do the right thing in a relationship, I could write a book on how to do what you're EXPECTING your "love" to do that you can't imagine doing yourself.
But honestly I don't want any of that... I wan to learn how to live with me, just me, happy tiffany. I can imagine her, I've just never met her.
Things do happen for a reason and it really is what it is...
Bla bla bla.
Jeff Buckley once wrote "all I ever learned from love is who to shoot someone who outdrew ya"
So, yeah I did that, now what do I do?
Fall for the next beautiful face that adorns me? Learn to live alone with myself and hold my few dear friends close?
Because what I am doing now is unacceptable. How I am living is silly, I haven't replaced anything he took from this house because deep down I know I can get it back if I just sacrifice a little bit more of myself, a little bit more of my soul...
I am the epitome self regret. All the things I let slide are in my face, I could write a book on how to do the right thing in a relationship, I could write a book on how to do what you're EXPECTING your "love" to do that you can't imagine doing yourself.
But honestly I don't want any of that... I wan to learn how to live with me, just me, happy tiffany. I can imagine her, I've just never met her.