nothing lasts forever

Dec 01, 2006 22:54

What an awful day. I ran out of gas on Brownsboro, my dad stole my gas can.. (My gauge is broken, but this is my own fault. I simply cannot remember when I last fueled up, or the amount I put in my vehicle..) He also said things about me that.. I have no father figure. He's been in my life since I was eleven, but now I see that he has never cared about me. I've fucked up everything that I can. I'm alone, I can't help but feel abandoned.. I wish I hadn't named my dog after someone who isn't here any longer.. The list of those I have let down is long.

There's just nothing left to say.
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