to die, to sleep....to sleep, perchance to dream
ive been feeling very off lately. not quite myself...i still enjoy things and am happy, but something isnt right. i havent slept through the night since early june. i havent been dreaming, or remembering them i guess, which is very strange. im really tired, exhausted even when i go to bed, and i can usually fall asleep, but about 3 hours later im awake, and only sleep in short, poradic bursts until i decide to get up. im not sure if the "off" feeling is causing my sleep deprivation, or is the result of it. maybe ill sleep better after i start classes, or maybe itll get worse. i guess time will tell.
in other news, its really hot, and id like it to cool down a few degrees. i met andres friend kyle, who is in fact sleeping downstairs on a futon, and he seems like a nice fellow. im enjoying my housemates, and my weird cat.
i guess i should get a bus schedule and figure out how late i can sleep in before i have to go to class. i shouldnt have went here, or pitt for that matter. i should have went somewhere very far away and tried something new....im so afraid im going to get stuck here.
in other news, its really hot, and id like it to cool down a few degrees. i met andres friend kyle, who is in fact sleeping downstairs on a futon, and he seems like a nice fellow. im enjoying my housemates, and my weird cat.
i guess i should get a bus schedule and figure out how late i can sleep in before i have to go to class. i shouldnt have went here, or pitt for that matter. i should have went somewhere very far away and tried something new....im so afraid im going to get stuck here.