i love you...sort of
i get to move soon. to a world with people. im happy about that, even when i remember im a reclusive sort of person. a "homebody" if you would. i like to travel, but i dont like to be bothered with others while im doing it. i need a partner with the same mindset as me so i can have a fantastic adventure-some experience. i guess thatd be a "life-partner" or "soul-mate" or "the one" or "a husband" or whetever people call them these days. either way, i have a feeling that wont ever happen to me. since i cant "meet people" or "date" or "sleep around" like everyone else does. not that i would sleep around anyway. but still, itd be nice to get a little affection every once in awhile. maybe i should stop being so picky? not be mean to men i dont know? hmmm, i dont mean to be mean, but i think the "low self esteem" crap causes me to assume theyre already disliking or mocking me, which most of the time is probably the case. i have a fair amount of male friends. i know what theyre like.
it just takes me forever to find someone im interested in, then i get stuck, sometimes i cant even talk to them. they have to be a certain way, and look a certain way, and i have to find them morally and intellectually compatible with myself. and there arent that many out there, and i dont have the resources to interest them. or something like that.
it just takes me forever to find someone im interested in, then i get stuck, sometimes i cant even talk to them. they have to be a certain way, and look a certain way, and i have to find them morally and intellectually compatible with myself. and there arent that many out there, and i dont have the resources to interest them. or something like that.