I FEAR ME, a jonathan sims s5 fanmix
01. silkspun - purity ring
I saw the bottom of the ocean,
my pores would pour my soul down there
I'll wait for years until the clouds spin their silk
there's so much blood down here
weight is a pressure, hold me together
the world is on my back, I'm staring into the blackness
if there were a creature who'd sail over us, would they see?
the future in blackness above on the edge where I'll be
fear how the stillness stares back like it knows what I mean / I fear me
02. the noise - austra
I can't sleep at night / the noise, the noise
my eyes they open wider
help me compensate for
the noise, the noise
I don't know what's real from / the noise, the noise
I can't hear a thing for / the noise, the noise
but I wouldn't do anything
the thundering that throws me away
something that begs me to stay
03. voices - talos
hear the voices, coming closer
I hear the voices, coming close to me
I hear the whisper of an ancient sea
either now we live, or we won't
we are ghosts on islands
we move the earth, to harness that high and darkened mess
and the void did light up in us
we woke like gods, all seeing a tethered call
and you left, and the void was all that there was
04. big man - IAMX
evil, the privileged prick got to make us his bitches
and we lap it up, give us a second cup
as far as the eye can see
the guts and the grind wrapped in apathy
it's a miracle, that we made it here
on tip toes
jailed by the herds and hung by the rope of fear
how did we get here?
05. plan the escape - bat for lashes
leave the wasting world behind us
we will make it out alive
leave the waiting world behind us
we will not give up this time
hold on to our reasons
and plan the escape
06. stone - agnes obel [jon/martin]
they say every sin will have a thousand eyes
to guilty fools with guilty minds
but I must be cruel to be kind
deep within my head of stone
can I be - of stone - can I be - of stone
oh, how the birds forget to sing
do they know where I have been?
oh, how I will leave you there again
you are my only one
you are my lonely one
you are my only one
07. running with the wolves - AURORA [jon/elias]
go row the boat to safer grounds
but don't you know we're stronger now
my heart still beats and my skin still feels
my lungs still breathe, my mind still fears
there's blood on your lies / the scars open wide
there is nowhere for you to hide / the hunter's moon is shining
I walk alone, I'm everything
my ears can hear and my mouth can speak
my spirit talks, I know my soul believes
08. so far - ólafur arnalds feat. arnór dan [jon/martin]
so far from all our dreams, from what love means
from you here next to me
so far from seeing hope, I stand out here alone
am I asking for too much?
and if you take my hand, please pull me from the dark
and show me hope again
we'll run side by side / no secrets left to hide
sheltered from the pain
09. shadowshow - iamamiwhoami
I am fire, I am damage in the making
I am an army set out to control your every ticking
I am a giant stepping on the tiny world you're living in
you run, you run, terrified, what have you done?
and by the sea / I'm laying down my hopes
we will conquer all / our rise, your fall
10. witness - zola jesus [jon/martin]
one small thread keeps you hostage
to the better side of death
we see your shrine, more than a dull you fear
you're a rare kind, if you could see from the outside
to be a witness, to those deep deep wounds
to resist it / to keep that knife from you
second chance to pull you, from the wreckage of your mind
I'll do anything I can / to rip you from the edge in time
11. be all things - chelsea wolfe
walking the old path turned me towards death
then the air was full, simply composed of prey
let it burn, hear it groan
restrained desire, cast it down
I cannot stop, I want to be all things
I've got to let go, I want to be all things
12. black out days - phantogram [jon/elias]
hide the sun, I will leave your face out of my mind
you should save your eyes
a thousand voices howling in my head
if I could paint the sky
would all the stars be shining bloody red?
I'm hearing voices all the time up in my mind
13. speech of foxes - gem club
it's me and my carpenter's heart
hunt for days, electric / where has your body been?
oh and I see it / in the strange nights you've bared
with a lasting eye
fall in, to the weight of the ship
and the rush coming in
please come on let the salt water give
14. black water - apparat
looking down at scattered bones
I used to keep a slender hope
until they spread above the stone
I pulled the trigger by mistake, floundering at the aftermath
slowly recognize the scale / we will be ephemeral
fact isn't what you see
not anymore, then what it used to be
I'm flowing like black water
to us, insurgency