YOU ARE MY CENTER WHEN I SPIN AWAY, a dean/castiel mix
01. marigolds - kishi bashi
the word that you had found for me,
was a favorite sound of mine
it swayed under your canopy,
to fill the end of time
I wanted everything to be confused,
and the mission not aligned
but when I looked into your sacred eyes,
I was empty with no surprise
02. sorrow - the national
sorrow found me when I was young
sorrow waited, sorrow won
don't leave my hyper heart alone, on the water
cover me in rag and bone, sympathy
cause I don't wanna get over you
03. public pervert - interpol
if time is a vessel, then learning to love
might be my way back to sea
yeah some get faith before they die
but the stars we will navigate
through the holes in your eyes
there is love to be made, so just stay here for this while
so swoon baby starry nights, may our bodies remain
as weak we move, I'll feed you light, baby
oh yeah in history, I'll treat you right, baby
I'm honest that way, hey
04. to be alone with you - sufjan stevens
I'd swim across Lake Michigan
I'd sell my shoes
I'd give my body to be back again, in the rest of the room
to be alone with you
you gave your body to the lonely
they took your clothes
you gave up a wife and a family
you gave your ghost
I've never known a man who loved me
05. bedroom hymns - florence + the machine
this is a good a place to fall as any
we'll build our altar here
I'm already on my knees
this is his body, this is his love
such selfish prayers and I can't get enough, oh
spilt bitter tears, I did this for you
spilling over the idle, the black and the blue
the sweetest submission, drinking you in
06. when we drive - death cab for cutie
I just need you to always be a friend
as the sun sets over Dakotas
underneath a crimson ocean of sky
know I'll always want you be my side
when we drive
you and I were born in motion
never in one place for too long a time
and now it's the only way we know to survive
07. maybe not - cat power
there's a dream that I see, I pray it can be
you're just a man, you get what you can
we all do what we can, so we can do just one more thing
we can all be free
maybe not in words, maybe not with a look
but with your mind
you've got to choose a wish or command
at the turn of the tide, is withering thee
come and be free, you know who I am
we're just living people
08. weights & measures - dry the river
I'll fall in the forest, to elbows and knees
and it won't make a sound, since there's no one around here to see
I was prepared to love you
and never expect anything of you
there's no patron saint of silent restraint
you were the coldest star in the sky
only I couldn't see it: I was blind.
09. I prefer your love - st. vincent
I prefer your love to Jesus
all the good in me's because of you, it's true
king-sized country wearing your worries out
headless heroes heaped by the pylons
as a careless sun sets on the West
10. the kiss of life - the dear hunter
hope was closing with my eyes,
down the shallow grave I was lying
then I heard someone say "he'll be stuck here forever"
but I prayed it wasn't forever
cause you were leaning over me
clutching memories of when I was alive
and then you breathed life into me one last time
but I prayed it wasn't the last time
because it would be so wonderful to see your starry eyes again
now that you've unburied me
dust me off and carry me home
11. guyamas sonora - beirut
in the hall I heard your faints falling
your trial and my corrections made
you had all the prayers of my loose heart
you had all the prayers of once had gone
me I wanted, I wanted the right time
12. videotape - radiohead
when I'm at the pearly gates
this'll be on my videotape
when Mephistopheles is just beneath
and he's reaching up to grab me
you are my center when I spin away
no matter what happens now, you shouldn't be afraid
because I know, today has been the most perfect day I've ever seen
13. three rings - grizzly bear
you move on again
see that time to flee again
let's get along again
you know your move around the bend
why is that the way it is?
I wanna show you my bad side, I wanna be the guy who's right
I want you to see things clearly, I wanna make it alright
don't you be so reasoned
don't you know that I can make it better?
don't you ever leave me
don't you feel it all come together?
14. the lourve - lorde
a rush at the beginning, I get caught up just for a minute
but lover you're the one to blame, all that you're doing
can't you hear the violence?
our thing progresses, I call and you come through
blow all my friendships, to sit in hell with you
but we're the greatest, they'll hang us in the Louvre
okay I know that you are not my type, still I fall
I'm just the sucker who let you fill her mind
but what about love?
nothing wrong with it, supernatural
just move in close to me, closer, you'll feel it coasting