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so this week needs to go blow itself right? last night i had SAT class and it was total torture and im not even quite sure how well it has even prepared me for the actual test in the first place. today i went to school and basically was so tired i almost couldnt move and i really didnt feel like dealing with class...it was the LONGEST day ever. there's no other way to put this than the fact that this year is really gonna drag out in these last few months...and man i am soooo done with high school already...im not even a senior yet and i already have senioritis. how pathetic is that? this weekend on saturday morning i have to take the fucking SAT and i seriously dont think im going to do well at all. i mean no one does their first time but i dont even know if i'll ever do well on it considering i SUCK at standardized testing. just never have been good at it. and everyone who took the class with me including myself have all decided that it was basically made to trick you and it has nothing to do with what you actually know. not to mention the teacher for both sections taught us like NOTHING at all. i'm just wayyyy stressed out. although my dad did say that we might go back to maui like next year for a week or so which would be amazingggg. i seriously need another vacation. i just cant wait til fucking summer. i wanna be tan and free and doing what ever the hell i want every night. cant do that with school. gawddddd. we're getting a new car soon though..that should be sweet. maybe i'll get to drive it some time? im hoping sooooo. i feel so out of it. i dont kno what to write any more.