i like walking in graveyards, and saying your name.
lately i've been feeling like the world is passing me by. like everyone has a life, but i don't. maybe im just lonely since no one is home, but im pretty much used to it by now. i dunno, but whatever is going on is going to stop once i move to canada. once i get up there im definetly not just gonna sit back and let life pass me by.
something thats been on my mind- someone kissed me last night. im not saying who because i don't want to make a big deal out of something thats probably nothing. but yea, i dunno i never really expected it because he and i have always just been friends, and i guess it just kinda caught me off guard. i have never thought about us being more than friends, if that makes any sense. well yea and the worse thing is, i dunno what he meant by it. i dunno if it was just a spur of the moment thing, or if it was because he likes me (which i doubt). should i blow it off, or look into it? cuz he's a great guy and all, he's just always been with someone else. i guess im making a big deal out of nothing, so ill just stop talking about since it probably won't ever happen again anyways.
well im still making up homework from when i was gone so ill wml.
<3ali
something thats been on my mind- someone kissed me last night. im not saying who because i don't want to make a big deal out of something thats probably nothing. but yea, i dunno i never really expected it because he and i have always just been friends, and i guess it just kinda caught me off guard. i have never thought about us being more than friends, if that makes any sense. well yea and the worse thing is, i dunno what he meant by it. i dunno if it was just a spur of the moment thing, or if it was because he likes me (which i doubt). should i blow it off, or look into it? cuz he's a great guy and all, he's just always been with someone else. i guess im making a big deal out of nothing, so ill just stop talking about since it probably won't ever happen again anyways.
well im still making up homework from when i was gone so ill wml.
<3ali