you're like my favorite damn disease<3
yesterday was pretty eventful..les, emily, and karisy came and picked me up and we showed up at the attica football game fashionably late (it was like the 2nd quarter) and to our surprise, attica was winning.
so we stayed until halftime, and i talked to my father (excuse me while i puke). he told me a bunch of bullshit like always and i dunno when he talks to me its in one ear and out the other cause its all so fake and i know he is lying..he needs to grow some balls and quit telling me what he thinks i want to hear because the only thing i really want to hear is the truth, but i guess thats asking for too much. so as telling him goodbye he starts rubbing my back and stuff like he's a good father and everything's peachy. that really pissed me off and i just backed up and looked at him like 'what the hell are you doing?'. ah well, you'll have that. i hope that eats him inside and he lays in bed at night wondering who the fuck he thinks he's fooling because he sure as hell isn't fooling me. i don't see why he doesn't just like sign me over because last year the court came across our "case" and started making him pay child support even tho we obviously don't need it since we never made him pay it b4 and my mom makes more money that he will ever dream of making. but yea he agreed to pay child support and i know he doesn't have much because he is working two jobs (one of which is at a gas station) and i think its fucking retarded that he pays for something/someone that is not a part of his life. rgh!!! he pisses me off soo bad.
well anyways, on with the rest of my night, we showed up at the seeger football game like...the last quarter and talked to some seeger folk...lol me and leslie walked into the stands holding hands just to see what ppl would do and lemme tell ya they are so damn predictable, its not even funny! everyone like diverted their heads from the game to us and started whispering cuz they thought we were lezzies. one guy even had the audacity to ask us if we were lesbians. ppl are soo shallow and quick to jump to conclusions without knowing the truth. ah well, it was the reaction we were going for, and we got it.
after the game we headed over to the dance. it was lame for the first hour or two but then us girls just decided to dance with each and we had an okay time. we started an "ass train" and they took a picture for the yearbook, even tho the only person in the train from seeger was derrick white..and he was at the end. johnny bradley asked me to dance and it was soo cute cause he said thank you afterwards. guys from indiana are sooo polite, lol. oh yea and this one guy kept stalking me at the end, but andy n randy (their twins) came to my rescue, thanks guys:p
thats all for now.
ali<3
so we stayed until halftime, and i talked to my father (excuse me while i puke). he told me a bunch of bullshit like always and i dunno when he talks to me its in one ear and out the other cause its all so fake and i know he is lying..he needs to grow some balls and quit telling me what he thinks i want to hear because the only thing i really want to hear is the truth, but i guess thats asking for too much. so as telling him goodbye he starts rubbing my back and stuff like he's a good father and everything's peachy. that really pissed me off and i just backed up and looked at him like 'what the hell are you doing?'. ah well, you'll have that. i hope that eats him inside and he lays in bed at night wondering who the fuck he thinks he's fooling because he sure as hell isn't fooling me. i don't see why he doesn't just like sign me over because last year the court came across our "case" and started making him pay child support even tho we obviously don't need it since we never made him pay it b4 and my mom makes more money that he will ever dream of making. but yea he agreed to pay child support and i know he doesn't have much because he is working two jobs (one of which is at a gas station) and i think its fucking retarded that he pays for something/someone that is not a part of his life. rgh!!! he pisses me off soo bad.
well anyways, on with the rest of my night, we showed up at the seeger football game like...the last quarter and talked to some seeger folk...lol me and leslie walked into the stands holding hands just to see what ppl would do and lemme tell ya they are so damn predictable, its not even funny! everyone like diverted their heads from the game to us and started whispering cuz they thought we were lezzies. one guy even had the audacity to ask us if we were lesbians. ppl are soo shallow and quick to jump to conclusions without knowing the truth. ah well, it was the reaction we were going for, and we got it.
after the game we headed over to the dance. it was lame for the first hour or two but then us girls just decided to dance with each and we had an okay time. we started an "ass train" and they took a picture for the yearbook, even tho the only person in the train from seeger was derrick white..and he was at the end. johnny bradley asked me to dance and it was soo cute cause he said thank you afterwards. guys from indiana are sooo polite, lol. oh yea and this one guy kept stalking me at the end, but andy n randy (their twins) came to my rescue, thanks guys:p
thats all for now.
ali<3