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Nov 07, 2007 19:57

I was just sitting here thinking about one of the Physician Asst's at my job. Her husband passed away not too long ago, and it's unreal how strong this lady is. She's just kept going and going. I noticed this about her recently, and it reminds me a lot of my mom after my dad died. I don't know how people do it. I mean, sure, *I* keep going after my dad passed away, but there are just moments (like tonight) where I start thinking about all of this stuff, and then I get all weepy because I can only imagine how this lady must feel, and how my mom must feel, both having lost their husbands. I miss my dad so much. There's so many things in my life right now that I would want him to be a part of, and there are things in my life that he won't GET to be a part of, physically that is. This father-daughter stuff really makes me sad. This is such a random thing today for me, but I guess everyone's still gotta take time to mourn.

It's been 4 and a half years, but I still cry like it just happened yesterday. =(

lonely, dad, cry, family, mom, sad, death

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