BLARGH BLARGH BLARGH
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Ugh, I'm so tired of doing things I don't really care about. I want to not have two papers and five projects going at once. UGH UGH UGH. Projects that are impossible to do respectably well in the time allotted. Art school: where no matter how much you do, it'll never be enough. GOD. Though yesterday I was finally like ALL I WANT IS A "B" AVERAGE, THAT'S ALL, ANYTHING HIGHER IS JUST GRAVY, and so now I am much more chill. It's just, like, I want to not feel guilty whenever I do something not directly related to my coursework. And I want to take lots of naps.
It's 10:00 and I have a draft of Paper A (that'd be the "STFU, Starck" one) due tomorrow morning and obviously I need to constantly work on everything so as to not fall behind even more than I already have but dear LORD I JUST WANT TO SNUGGLE UP IN BED, WATCH MINDLESS TV, AND FALL ASLEEP AT A REASONABLE HOUR.
And seriously everything that would normally just annoy me is making me want to flail my fists into peoples' eyes. Goth pants with lots of buckles. Professors who waste studio time. Girls on the internet who brag about how wacky they are. Hot lesbians not having sex with me all the time. Running out of cigarettes. Starbucks getting my order wrong. GLARGH I H8 U, WORLD.
I like this song a lot:
Rites of Spring - Hidden Wheel
It is very earnest.
Ugh, I'm so tired of doing things I don't really care about. I want to not have two papers and five projects going at once. UGH UGH UGH. Projects that are impossible to do respectably well in the time allotted. Art school: where no matter how much you do, it'll never be enough. GOD. Though yesterday I was finally like ALL I WANT IS A "B" AVERAGE, THAT'S ALL, ANYTHING HIGHER IS JUST GRAVY, and so now I am much more chill. It's just, like, I want to not feel guilty whenever I do something not directly related to my coursework. And I want to take lots of naps.
It's 10:00 and I have a draft of Paper A (that'd be the "STFU, Starck" one) due tomorrow morning and obviously I need to constantly work on everything so as to not fall behind even more than I already have but dear LORD I JUST WANT TO SNUGGLE UP IN BED, WATCH MINDLESS TV, AND FALL ASLEEP AT A REASONABLE HOUR.
And seriously everything that would normally just annoy me is making me want to flail my fists into peoples' eyes. Goth pants with lots of buckles. Professors who waste studio time. Girls on the internet who brag about how wacky they are. Hot lesbians not having sex with me all the time. Running out of cigarettes. Starbucks getting my order wrong. GLARGH I H8 U, WORLD.
I like this song a lot:
Rites of Spring - Hidden Wheel
It is very earnest.