Mar 17, 2005 11:17
i know that this isn't the most appropriate place for this but i've emailed a couple of people and they won't email me back so i just want everyone to know how i feel...
the band didn't have to break up just because sean left. he's replaceable, he's just a singer. it's not his fault that the band is no more. when jesse quit, the band didn't fall apart, why is it any different for sean?
jesse, we've been friends for over 10 years. i thought that our friendship was better than this. you introduced me to my husband, without you, my life would be completely different. you and sean have always played in bands together, split up, reformed, and still been friends. it sucks that this time it might be different. i'm sorry for any pain that you're feeling because of us.
jeff, i sent you an email and you won't respond. if you haven't liked sean in a long time then i wish you would've just been honest about that then. you've done some really fucked up shit and we've always stood by you. i would've thought we could count on you in the same way. you know what the email said and you know that it's the truth.
arthur, i haven't known you very long and i'm sorry because i know how much you wanted this to succeed. i'm sorry that you feel the need to kick me off your friends list but, if that's how you need to deal with it, that's ok.
tony, i don't know you that well either. i know that you have some important things coming up in your life and i'm excited for you. good luck and i'm sorry for causing you pain.
i just wrote what i was feeling about each of you. just because i told arthur that i know he wanted the band to succeed, doesn't mean that i don't think the same about the rest of you. i considered you all to be our friends and a few of you were like family.
girls- i know that you're all dealing with broken hearted boys right now and i'm really sorry.
angela- i'm not sure how you feel about me. you've said before that when you get mad, you're just mad. i sorry if i did something to make you upset. you're always fun to talk to at work and i always had a good time going out.
jenn- we've already talked about it
stephanie- i did consider you to be my friend- i'm pretty sure that you don't consider me the same now. i'm sorry.
steph- i think that you're ok with me? thanks for the kind words yesterday. i'm sorry.
the harsh words are pointless. please don't send sean anymore emails telling him to fuck off- what's the point? he's upset too- now even more upset because his decision caused him to lose all of his friends.
i am really sorry that it turned out like this and that so many people are feeling heart break and pain.
- alicia